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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

I hate myself

I hate being sarcastic...
I hate being who I am now

Why? Hormone changes?
Surrounding ppl?

I can't hide myself...
When I know it's wrong and I can't confront the person, I start being sarcastic...

it's like to tell the other person I know wad you did, but I'm just not saying it on ur face...
That's like BAD.. Seriously bad because I tend to hurt others by doing that and people are currently feeling the changes in me, which I can feel it myself tooooo...

I know it haven't gone to the 'other ppl hating me' stage.. And I don't want it to head there either..

I need a peaceful life for myself.. And I can't take it when it's unfair...

Guess I just need to learn to shut up.. Maybe that could help abit...

Should also learn to think before I utter anything to anyone to prevent all the other unwanted things in life which will leave others to do drastically that will eventually hurt me and kill me to death.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Worst days of my life..!!!

A normal human is not suppose to hate any Saturday's of their life....
Right??

Todate, I've hated 3 Saturdays...
1 in 2005 and 2 this years...
It's like the days I've cried too much that I would really hope that it never happened... But now I feel so much better because I know papa up there doesn't want to fail me...
Somehow, guessed he just wanted me to appreciate things more...

No1 died in case any of you think that I cried a lot because someone was dead...

I'm stressed up with work because of the workload... Somehow I know I'll get through it.. So, I'm not really that that that stressed up till I'll shout at anyone...( colleagues were discussing that I'm kinda fierce this 2 weeks)

Hope this will be good after this...

I shouldn't have taken any paper this semester because it's peak and I haven't been studying... I'll have to rush all my work and sit whole April to study..!!!! I have to..!!!!

I love you mummy..!!! We can never function without you.

Come home fast..!!!!

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Bro's 21st Birthday..!!!

My brother is finally 21...!!!!
Everyone in my house is officially legal on the 1st of March...!!!

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