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Wednesday, July 27, 2011

My Grandma...

Recap of what has happened...

January Grandma was knocked by a car..
Her knee cap was dislocated, doctor operated that knee and did some miracle to it..
She had 4 rib bones that was fractured but with gods grace, her ribs are in perfect shape now..
She was is a good mood to go home after operation and god decided to test all of us (Her children, grandchildren) to see how we react to her condition..
Then came the urine infaction..
After that she was transfer from 1 house to another house.. Thats how terible my grandmum's situation was..

NOW...
Miracle happens..
My mum decided to tell grandmum that we will go to a GOOD physio..
Yeah.. Not that my mum wanted to wait for 6 months but unforseen circumstances..
We decided not to give up on her because when we were a kid, grandmum did not give up on our stuborness..

Grandmum hates pain.. But she have to go through it..
We were lucky enough to go for the physio..
The doctor there said she was almost getting into the "never gonna move" condition..
Doctor said have to go every 2 days, because with her condition, they can't afford to ask her to come every 1 week once because her brain is slow and she will forget abt what they have thought her after 1 week..

Tomorrow is gonna be the 6th time..
The 1st day we went was last last Saturday..
I took grandma there.. When the physiotherapist ("P") was massaging her, she kept saying pain pain...
They told her to bear the pain a little because her muscles are not soft anymore..

She said, "it's too paining, I don't wanna do anymore"...
All I asked her was 1 thing "Do you want to walk??"
She said "YES"....
"Then you have to tahan the pain"..

1 time she was lying down...
4th time she was able to sit up on her own...

(2nd n 3rd time I din't take her)..

Grandma, soon you will be out of hell..
All I want is to see you happy because if you don't care for yourself, no1 else is gonna care for you...
I believe you have seen enough to judge by yourself...

With my grnadma's condition, we still took her all they was to Ipoh to have food...
Just because she is old and paralyzed, it does not give you any chance to push her away from your life..
She deserve much more things that you could ever give..

Grandma made me, n sis cry in the physio centre...
God, seeing grandma sitting up by herself is so good...
Just waiting for her to star walking and puting her head high up instead of just listening to what others say...

Took a vide of grandma's fingers moving and showed her.. She was so happy..
It a way of giving her hope..


Grandma have some faith in urself...
Be a strong grandma...

Monday, July 25, 2011

Functions

I hate going for functions..
Especially functions that needs me to dress up, a little make up (I hate to put make up)..

I still remember, My form 6 Prom Night..
I got dressed up... Then my mum applied a little light color's on my face..
I wiped it off on the way to the hotel ballroom.
Yeah.. thats how much I hate make up...

I guess compared to DANCING, I will definitely prefer the make up...
I hate the idae of being forced to dance and I know there will be such situation in near future which I'm so scared that I might just blow up and walk out of the place with my usual unhappy tone "I don't wanna dance and don't force me"...
I hate being forced to do things that i don't like...

When I was a kid.. My uncle (written off from the family tree) forced me to use some other "pavade" dress which I didn't like using.. DANG... I shouted back and from then on I never talked to him..

I'm a bloody stuborn kid.. No is a NO...
But I guess just to please people which I love, I have to learn to at least lower down my temper and just move my ass...
Arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thinking about it makes me go CRAZY....
I can't bring myself to do it...
I can't....

Going for dance class and dancing on a dance floor is so different..
In a dance class, no 1 really looks at you.. But on a dance floor, humans does STARE....
Ouchhhh.. hate it...

Monday, July 11, 2011

Have you ever??



Its been so long since I post anything..
That shows that I;ve been so busy with my job..
Oh yeah, I started mapling back and I'm doing a new job now..
It so interested and more challenging..
But my bro said my job now is more easier..

Can't wait to go home and play..
I leave office at sharp 5.30.. no more OT..

Time for lunch.. bb

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