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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Sunday

Sundays are for family...

The day i got my job offer was the day my grandma was admitted to the hospital because of an accident which was uncalled for...
All she did was crossed the road and a car came and knocked her...
All we thought was she had her right knee dislocated and 4 fracture ribs...

We didnt know she will go through so much in this age...
stroke.. almost heart atach.. urine disinfection..

But today I'm happy...
After 2 months.. so many weeks...
I saw her left leg moving.. with her own effort..
Yeah...

My grandma is a strong lady..
Pain also say no pain...
Unless she cant take the pain, then she say pain.. that 1 also unlike us, we will shout "PAIN"...
But she says it slowly....

Earlier she asked me to massage her...
Arrrggghh.. just imagine the oil...
It reminded me of my Indian grandma.. She loves puting VICKS.. which i hate...
But still i'll do it.. because I'm an asthma granddaughter and when i sleep at nite (when she comes over to my place to overnight) she will rub the vicks all over my chest...eeewwwww I hate it.. but she always shuts me by saying "it will help you to sleep better"... So i have to shut up and let her do it.. with my whole body feeling sticky....

I love her.. Till today, i still miss her....
Her birthday is on 1st April.. But with no Patty around...

Coming back to my Chinese Grandma.. My popo....
She wanted me to massage her legs and then she said hand and then her shoulder.. I asked her, "where else you want me to massage??"... she said " If you ask, then i'll have to ask you to massage my whole body".... Ahhhhh... "cha dou".... hehe....

I know she doesnt want to burden us with her condition..
But we told her that.. "as much as you did not think of us as a burden when we were small.. you are never a burden to us"...
There.. she understood our intention....
we are never giving up on her.....
And she is never giving up on herself...

Great....
I'm happy that she's feeling better..
getting better...

taking care of an adult is not easy...
She can now control her urine and bowel...
At least she tells us when she want to go to the toilet....

I may seem big in size.. but i definetly dont have the strenght....
I tried carrying grandma once and i decided to stop unless there is no choice and i have to do it..
Because she is still heavy despite being thin....

I'm happy we have SITI.. (the akak we hired to take care of popo)..
And I know she is happy takign care of popo...monday to firday is her shift...
Saturday and Sunday is our shift....
She loves popo and popo loves her...

Grandma, get well soon....
We all love you....!!!!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Its Saturday..

Yeah... It's 12.57am.. 26/03/2011....
I'm still in the office...
God bless me.....

Saturday, March 19, 2011

I'm Lucky...

I'm super duper lucky....
OMG.... I wanna thank god...
Thank all the good karma's...
Thank all the good things that's around me protecting me...

I'm came back to the office despite being sleepy because I only slept at 7 today morning...
I wasn't out clubing n drinking if that is what any of you are thinking now..
Went for lunch in Mcdonalds 1Utama with Jeremy and Shal.. My colleagues
We were suppose to take away our order to come back and eat in pantry..But we ended up siting there since we saw a place to sit....
Damn...
I sent a message to my bf.. and because i was puting something inside my back, i accidently left my phone on the counter....
Damn....
I didn't realize until i finished eating..
Walked back to the office....
Then i started finding for my handphone....
Arrggghhhh.. the idea of not feeling my phone in the back freaked me out....

Immediately borrowed shal's phone and the 1time, it sounded like my hp was off...
"The number..." i cut the line...
Then i tried the 2nd time... Lucky it was ringing...
And when the guy picked up the call, he asked,
"You hilang phone??"....
Urgggghhhh...... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I felt relieved...
I said "yes yes..."
He said "You tinggalkan kat kaunter".....
"I datang ambil sekarang"....
Lucky the place was so near...
Immediately run and went to get it.....

The moment i saw my hp... i was more relieved but a little scared..
Dunno if there is any sensitive things inside...
But knowing me, i don't have anythign sensitive...
I don't take naked photo's....
Haha....

Worse come to worst is probably my bf's message reads " I LOVE YOU"...
Haha...
So i'm safe....

No signs of him "the guy who took my hp" invading my phone...

Thank you Mcdonald 1Utama's MANAGER...
Thank you so much...
Thank you god..thank you to all the forces around me....
Thank you so much.....

I believe my prayers yesterday was heard....
I'm hoping for all the good things to happen from now on...

I know i did the right decision although everthing that happened wasn't to my liking....

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Tuesday

It's tuesday night...
I'm still in the office working...
I feel like sleeping...
I think i had another good day today, because everything that i'm doing is so good that there is no major mistakes for me to amend...

I think i'm liking my senior so much..
Since she is so good to me...
Although i did a kinda big mistake that i might get scolding, but she was seriously VERY patient...
And i'm lucky that the person in charge is so good to amend my mistake without scolding me...
But even if i got that scolding from her, i think it's okay, because it was my mistake...
Haha.. But i was lucky enough to not get scolding...

I think god has his way to make sure i go and see him to get his good blessings..
Thank you god...
I love you....
I'm happy that we had the long chat that afternnon...
I basically told you what i want, and here you are just giving the goodness to me..
Making life easier for me...

Oh, Did i tell any1 here that my dad is building this Bhrama temple??
My dad drove the Unser up the mountain and told me to drive down because he was gonna stay longer...
Uh....
All i told god was to make sure my journey down the mountain was taken care off...
I don't wanna knock anywhere...
Thank you god...

I always believed in you...
Having you as a family, friend and etc etc is the best thing in life...

I'm all so about god..

So now, god said go home n sleep.... (he wispered to my eyes to ask it to close)...
Haha..... dun wanna drive back sleepyly...
So off i go..
nites....

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