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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Just another day

I wanted it so badly..
But now im trying to give up hope on what i wanted after getting it...
Stupid right??
I feel it too...

Grandma's been going in and out of the hospital..
I wish.. She wish.. Everyone wish that she can recover fast...
Yeah....
I believe if anyone reads this, they will be like.. YEAH.. WHO DOESN'T WANT TO GET WELL???

Grandma was admitted into hospital because of she was knocked by a car...
4 ribs fractured wasn't bad enough, her knee cap was dislocated....
Went for surgery for her knee and thought after 3 months she can start walkign back like normal...
Then 2 days after tat, she had stroke...
Right brain affected, affecting her left side of her body...
Hand cannot move.. leg cannot move.
All she could move was her right hand and leg which she keeps thinking that it is her left leg n arm...
Went home after 3 weeks in the hospital and we were so happy to celebrate Chinese New Year with her...
stayed at home for 1 week and there, she goes back into the hospital because of urine infection...
Duh... bad bad bad...
But she was happy in the hospital because te nurse there all sayang her so much...
The after 2 days, she's suppose to go home but she said she's having difficulty breathing...
Arrrggghhh...
It was a saturday... 12th February....
She keep telling the nurse she don't wanna go back.. having difficulty breathing...
went to the hospital, there.. another news...
Suspect heart attack....
Wth......

The doctors tried to do everythign they can..
Thinning her blood and etc...
They don't dare to do any operation because of her leg surgery and her age...
After 1 week.... she was sent back home.. and now resting in my uncle's house...

Hoping for her to recover is all that i can do n think off....

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Working here is seriously not easy...
Never easy i guess..
Gotta learn urself...
Yeah.. they teach you and expect you to knoww alot.. everything like you are god sent angel and a CPU with a large hard disk where the moment they say something, your brain gotta function like an internet..
find information and save it up..

I keep doign silly mistake which i consider can be forgiven... yeah.. know y i say so??
because next time when i have to train sum1.. i won't expect the person to know all, but at least the basic.. and then learn ALL you can..

the best part is this people here, tell you that u are wrong.. but never tells you how to rectify...
Damn... you gotta go and ask.. "okay, since it's been done, so what should i do now".....
The only reason that i can think of why am i going through this is because god wants me to learn from mistake.. and if you have done something wrong.. i have to bare the consequences...
YEAH.. I'VE LEARNED THAT.....

And i think im a little sensitive at moments...
But who cares.. cz i think im starting to care less about everything because people care less..
So tell me why should i care more??

There's no1 to blame here... because everyday is a learning day...
no matter, im sleeping, eating, studying, working.. doign anything..
i'm still learning to do the best....

Even to FART, must learn to fart softly so that no1 give you the "eeewwww".. why fart so loud....
haha...they won't make any noise about got smell o not.. but they will make noise about the sound...

yeah that's life.... the thing that does not hurt others, they will complain.. but thing that will hurt them, they complain less...

Still sitting in the office waiting for sum1 to come and fetch me..
Don't dare do this doing working hours..
because every1 will be walking and there are people sitting behind me...
Now tat every1 as gone home.. only left like 4 people which is not sitting near me...
So main bantai tulis lar.....

learn learn learn....
I'm learning.. and im never gonna stop learning..
Can't wait to buy my own car...

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