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Sunday, February 27, 2011

1st Sunday...

It's my 1st Sudnay in the office...
I didn't really thought to come back today but since I know i did a mistake inmy calculation, and i don't wanna my senior see's it before i amend it, i decided to come back to amend my mistake in advance so that i don't get any scolding when she sees it...
Yeah... I know she's not gonna scold, but its better to amend it now, then for her to come and tell me..
It hot here...
This stupid company earnign lots n lots of money but cant afford to just on the aircond..
Or maybe buy us more fans to put around...
But lucky that im only sitting down, not moving around much, so i don't feel the extream heat..

I was tired at 9pm yeasterday, btu only slept at 1 in the mornign because of LIPSTICK JUNGLE..PRIVATE PRACTICE AND SHE'S GOT THE LOOK...
My god....
I was never and english series fan.. but im loving the series of Lipstick Jungle... which I know they keep CUTTING scenes...
Nevermind... I'm soon gonna get the whole set of it....
Neway not now, because I won't have the time to watch.....
Might as well just save the money....

Went shopping yesterday...
Spent almost RM 500 in Isetan...
I'm loving IORA's recycle bag..
Haha.... Wanted to buy a dress but the it was kinda elastic and it is too fitting which i'm definitely not gonna use it even if I buy, so I LEFT it...
Saved my RM 193.00....

I think i wanna eat subway for dinner.. because i've got the free coupon but i know my bf is going to say no...
If he ever says no, then next option is Nando's... NO again??ask him to eat bread....

After so long, me and bf had a proper day....
Went for movie yesterday...
Had lunch before movie started...
After movie went shopping, then went for dinner....

Very happy day after so long..
But I was sad that it was the end of the day because I know today is Sunday and that means Monday is coming fast and.. I'm SAD....

Dad said no matter what I do, I have to be patient...
Urghhhh......
PATIENT.....
I'm gonna learn to be patient and turn all the STRESSED aura in the files into good aura....
I'm gonna learn to enjoy what im doing....

I LOVE MY JOB....!!!! *so obvious I'm lying*...
But i'm gonna learn to love it....

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Just another day

I wanted it so badly..
But now im trying to give up hope on what i wanted after getting it...
Stupid right??
I feel it too...

Grandma's been going in and out of the hospital..
I wish.. She wish.. Everyone wish that she can recover fast...
Yeah....
I believe if anyone reads this, they will be like.. YEAH.. WHO DOESN'T WANT TO GET WELL???

Grandma was admitted into hospital because of she was knocked by a car...
4 ribs fractured wasn't bad enough, her knee cap was dislocated....
Went for surgery for her knee and thought after 3 months she can start walkign back like normal...
Then 2 days after tat, she had stroke...
Right brain affected, affecting her left side of her body...
Hand cannot move.. leg cannot move.
All she could move was her right hand and leg which she keeps thinking that it is her left leg n arm...
Went home after 3 weeks in the hospital and we were so happy to celebrate Chinese New Year with her...
stayed at home for 1 week and there, she goes back into the hospital because of urine infection...
Duh... bad bad bad...
But she was happy in the hospital because te nurse there all sayang her so much...
The after 2 days, she's suppose to go home but she said she's having difficulty breathing...
Arrrggghhh...
It was a saturday... 12th February....
She keep telling the nurse she don't wanna go back.. having difficulty breathing...
went to the hospital, there.. another news...
Suspect heart attack....
Wth......

The doctors tried to do everythign they can..
Thinning her blood and etc...
They don't dare to do any operation because of her leg surgery and her age...
After 1 week.... she was sent back home.. and now resting in my uncle's house...

Hoping for her to recover is all that i can do n think off....

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Working here is seriously not easy...
Never easy i guess..
Gotta learn urself...
Yeah.. they teach you and expect you to knoww alot.. everything like you are god sent angel and a CPU with a large hard disk where the moment they say something, your brain gotta function like an internet..
find information and save it up..

I keep doign silly mistake which i consider can be forgiven... yeah.. know y i say so??
because next time when i have to train sum1.. i won't expect the person to know all, but at least the basic.. and then learn ALL you can..

the best part is this people here, tell you that u are wrong.. but never tells you how to rectify...
Damn... you gotta go and ask.. "okay, since it's been done, so what should i do now".....
The only reason that i can think of why am i going through this is because god wants me to learn from mistake.. and if you have done something wrong.. i have to bare the consequences...
YEAH.. I'VE LEARNED THAT.....

And i think im a little sensitive at moments...
But who cares.. cz i think im starting to care less about everything because people care less..
So tell me why should i care more??

There's no1 to blame here... because everyday is a learning day...
no matter, im sleeping, eating, studying, working.. doign anything..
i'm still learning to do the best....

Even to FART, must learn to fart softly so that no1 give you the "eeewwww".. why fart so loud....
haha...they won't make any noise about got smell o not.. but they will make noise about the sound...

yeah that's life.... the thing that does not hurt others, they will complain.. but thing that will hurt them, they complain less...

Still sitting in the office waiting for sum1 to come and fetch me..
Don't dare do this doing working hours..
because every1 will be walking and there are people sitting behind me...
Now tat every1 as gone home.. only left like 4 people which is not sitting near me...
So main bantai tulis lar.....

learn learn learn....
I'm learning.. and im never gonna stop learning..
Can't wait to buy my own car...

Monday, February 7, 2011

CNY Suay not finished...

Did I mentioned that I hurt my back???
Did I mention my palate is swollen...??
Did I mention that I almost got into the food poisoning issue??

So what happened today is I locked myself out of my car because the key was inside...
The best part was, I only closed the door half way....

Had to call for rescue and waited for 20 minute...
Hai... reach the carpark already 8.15...
10 minutes to walk, but waited for 20 minute..
by the time rescue (my dad) came, it was 8,45 and I told him my door was HALF closed...
So he said.. HAIYOH.. you should have BANGED hard on the door to CLOSE it and the KNOB will come up..
ArrrggghhhhhhhhHHHHH.....
If my mum told my dad properly, then I wouldn't have been late to work.. and my dad dunit to come all the way to rescue me...

I took it positively on what's happening to my life....
Because everything has got its reason....

Sunday, February 6, 2011

CNY

The idea of going back to work SUCKS big time...
Trust me... it does..
Because people like me need 12 hours of sleep...
And I definitely did not sleep for 12 hours for the past 4 days...

I better write a post now before i go back to work tomorrow

Wednesday night I slept at 1 because of Mr M....
Thursday night because we went for supper with my uncle from Penang...
Friday night was also supper night...
Saturday was because of ironing night...
Sunday is sleeping early night...

Thursday had to get up early because mother ask to get up to get ready to go to my aunty's house for breakfast...(too many "to")
Friday morning because I had to wash cloths..(my plan was to wash cloths on Thursday but it was 1st day of CNY and we are not allowed to wash cloths)...
Saturday morning, mum ask to get up to belanja her breakfast...
Sunday morning is because I had to iron the remaining cloths that was not done on Saturday night....

So I've been busy with family and ironing & washing..
No time for my sleep....
Had to bring my book around to study..
Hai....
Seeing everyone gambling, playing mahjong and Black Jack was too tempting...
Haiiii Haiii Haiiii...
But I did gamble too.... 20 cent...40 cent..
Hehehehehe.....

Was in my grandma's house for the past 4 days....
Being in her condition did not ever ever stop her from LOU SANG'ING with us...
The only thing is that before we could start, she already started lou sang and feed herself..

I'm happy that grandma's left hand and leg is giving some responds when she is being FORCED by her own weight to move and use weight on them (her leg and arm)...
Her condition now just gave all the family members a chance to get back together and forget all the past sad moments and be happy at this current moment....

I wonder does it have to be something bad to give us something good??
Just like we have day n night..
Good n bad...
Left n right....

Grandma.. I'm proud of your fast recovery...
Do not ever think that you are a burden to us..
I know taking care of an adult is difficult but it is our responsibility to take care of you..
We will never ever think of you as a burden...

30th night we ate steamboat....
Half way eating no ELECTRICITY.... WTH???
Siao oOooooOOooo......

1st night had vegetarian dinner... (i don't like.. and here I'm actually planning on a vegetarian thingy for a month)..
2nd night was normal Chinese dinner....
3rd night my 2nd aunties husband decided to take all of us for dinner in a restaurant...
Carrying grandma and putting her in the wheel chair then car was not an easy thing, but we all managed...
When every1 joins together, impossible becomes possible..
Grandma was happy...
Whatever we ate, she had a little share of it..

Carrying grandma was definitely not an easy task..
I tried and hurted my back...
Special thank to UNCLE EDDY... THANK YOU
You are really the man..
I had the strength but not the posture...
But that did not stop me from taking care of grandma....

Eating the kaya bun from the restaurant burned my lelangit...
Arrgggghhhhh.. that was so paining..
My palate still hurts... bengkak.. can feel all the lines so clearly....

Haha.. trust me all suppers were fattening foods....
1st night MCD...
2nd night STARBUCKS..
3rd night DOMINOS..
4th afternoon KFC....
fatty fatty...

My lou sang sessions wish is all for grandma...
I want her to recover fast...
My prayers everynight is for grandma..
I want her to walk n talk n eat like how she always did....

backache... swollen palate... Stomach pain on Saturday...
Hopping that my year ahead will be a good one...




I love you..
May 6 years be 12 years...
12 years be 24 years..
24 be 48 years...
48 be 96 years....

I love you... love you... love you...

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