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Saturday, October 2, 2010

Stary Stary Night



Just got up from my very nice sleep....
I slept yesterday afternoon, and continued my sleep last night after coming back from dinner...
God....
Is it possible if you don't give us shocking news early in the morning??
Is it possible if you try to keep some gap in between tears??
Can't be crying day after day...

Went for a funeral in Terrenganu on Wednesday because my NENEK passed away due to liver failure..
Such a nice person....
I think good people die earlier right??
So guess i won't be dying anytime soon because I'M BAD..
Hehe...

Yesterday was another funeral...
Ikan, stay strong OKAY..???
I'll always be there for you....

I tried to hold my tears..
But there was no way i could, because seeing Ikan cry made me feel the pain..
Losing someone dear/close to you....
Losing a nice man....
Yeah, because funeral always makes me think back of my grandmother..
The rituals and prayers we did for her..
The sadness we felt when she was gone..
And reading the words (follow the priest) makes me even more sad...

Ikan, I know you are sad that you did not get to see him before things happen,
But remember all the moments you shared with him??
It was happy moments right??
So keep that in mind that Appa loves you and you love him...
We will always remember him....
That's for sure....
Now we gotta move on...
OKAY??

Love all you can...
Eat all you can..
Pray all you can...

Never regret anything...
Say what you gotta say today so that you will not regret tomorrow..
Life is short..
So why fight???

I love you.....
I love my dad...
I love my mum
I love my sisters...
I love my brother..
I love my boyfriend..
I love my relatives...
I love my friends....

Although sometimes, we might have hurt others...
But that does not mean we are enemies...
Learn to forgive and forget...
Life will be better....

Before my time's up.. Before i see god...
If i have hurt anyone in the life...
I'm sorry....

I may not see you anymore..
I may not hear from you anymore..
I may not..... not....
So i might as well just say sorry so that i clear of my karma debt's now and not bring it forward into my next life...
A life if hatred and sadness will only bring misery...
And i'm taking that easy step now...

May god bless everyone... =)....

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