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Sunday, September 26, 2010

Star Bright

I don't wanna start my post with SO,but i'm always so tempted to do so...

MiMi passed away on the 31st of August...
It's gonna be 1 month soon...
And i still do miss her...
Everyone of us at home still miss her..

1 week after she was gone, there was this TWO puppies that came around my mum's office..
Awww.. so cute....
But i'll never want to take it back home.. Because i don't like the color of it..
Brown...stray dog brown.. not poodle brown...

We gave names to both of them...
One of it had a PINK (reddish) nose, so we called her XIAO HONG (small red)..
The other 1 had a BLACK nose, so we called her XIAO HEI (small black)..
They we so small when they came 3 weeks back...

This 2 smart puppies, decided to use my mum's office staircase as their house to sleep at night...
They are so cute and naughty....

Everytime i give them food, i had to give them in TWO portions.. or the other 1 will start barking...
I remember the 1st time i gave them food was NASI LEMAK..
Haha.. but i definitely took the SAMBAL AWAY..
I don't wanna them makan and then start running for water....
Buy banana cake also must make sure I buy two piece...

Another time, i went to Nando's and i couldn't finish my food, because i ordered the starter plate..
So i decided to pack it up, because i hate wasting food..
I made sure i asked for two box instead of 1, knowing that the 2 will start barking when either 1 of them is munching on the food...
So cute... they play with each other.. sleep on each other... bite on each other..

But now, i pity XIAO HEI... XIAO HONG has already been adopted by an indian guy...
Mum was telling us that this indian guy came up to her and ask if he could take the dog home?
Mum said ok and told him to take both...but he refused..
That guy had a hard time catching XIAO HONG...
He managed to catch her when he cornered her near my mum's office door...

XIAO HEI is all alone by herself now...
She sleeps alone.. she eats alone..
Hai... pity her....
I just hope someone can come and adopt her too...

Mum said no to dogs at home now..
She don't wanna go through the same thing again...
My neighbour told me to take it home too, but seriously taking care of a dog is no joke...

I rather the dog be at the office than at home..
At least when i go to the office, i can just buy some food and give the dog..
My neighbour feeds her too..
So no issues about food..
Soon, the only problem for XIAO HEI is, she's gonna be so BIG and she will not get to crawl into my mum's office staircase...

Gotta pray that she'll get her own place soon...
They love my mum's staircase, because got carpet..
Haha...

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My laptop is under surgery now...
Waiting to recover....
Therefore no photo's of doggy...

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Star light

It's nice to know some people will never forget you...
No matter you are far away or near..
No matter how or where life take you to...
And it's always nice to know that you are always thinking of me..

Everything's gonna come to an end..
I mean the days where I go out and eat, and watch movie and do LAZY people thingy...
Gonna start work soon..
Yeah.. pretty soon..

Haven't been blogging like how i used to...
All my post are quite boring and lame..
Just like me...
I've been quite lazy these days..
All I care is about my cafe world...
Because there is a dead line for every catering order...
I wan 3 star rating, so that explains why i care for my cafe world more than anything else....

Been busy every night...
And ironing cloths makes me feel so hot...
Wish my hall got aircond...
Can't be taking the ironing board into my room...

Wanna buy more cloths and heels soon...
Lucky flu is gone 70%..
I hope i recover soon....
6 days of being sick is MADNESS...
6 days of not being able to breath using my nose 24 hour sucks..
6 days of sounding like a sick idiot makes me go crazy...
6 days of using tissue to hurt my nose is TERRIBLE....

Gonna talk to god now..
Buh Bye....
I FEEL YOU... =)
I SAW YOU..=)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Bless me

BORED + FLU + HEADACHE + HUNGRY = SHARMINII MANAN

I feel like puling out my nose...
Because i feel so so so pity for my nose...
I blow and blow my nose until it became so dry and now, the skin on my nose is peeling off..
DAMN... my nose gonna look so ugly...
Gotta keep applying lotion on my nose...

Going out with my friends in a while..
Oh yeah.. this means that i can get a present for my bf...
The secret present..
Hehe...
Past 2 years birthday present haven't been a surprised ones because i took him along to get his presents..
But this year's present will be.. hehe
Not gonna tell what I'm gonna buy...
The sad thing is his birthday is on MONDAY...
GOD.. had you to play this FOOL on me??
But it's okay...

My sis booked him for this Saturday...
Early birthday dinner...
Have no idea where we are going yet...
My sis said she wanna belanja...
Good lar... All this while he belanja...
Haha...

I'm so gonna faint...
But i still wanna go out...
I'm still in love with mickey and guess what bf bought for me for mooncake festival??
NOT tanglung...
But MICKEY & MINNIE moon cake...
hehe... i love Mickey and Minnie and always will....

I think my 1st destination for a good holiday will be Disneyland... (im such a baby).. Yeah yeah yeah...
=).. =)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Employed..!!!

To start of with, I would like to congratulate my BF * clap clap clap*
He's employed...
A future auditor to be...

He's finally, officially employed by PWC..
Erm... he always told me to call it in FULL since i'm not an employer there..
But WHO CARES..
haha...* smilez ear to ear...*
He'll be starting work soon...
And I'm gonna sit at home and miss him and find a job that suits ME...
After 3 interviews with the director of assurance, they called him the other morning to tell him to go over for a discussion..
Drove him over and had to wait lar...

That missy up there told him that he got the job and wanted him to start with immediate effect but bf said he needs some time to consider...
Some how that missy insisted and he also took up the offer and signed it...
I'm so so so happy....
wahahahaha... WHY???
No idea lar..
or i think it's because he got what he wanted...
And all the time's I told MR. up there to make sure he gets what he wants..
So good lar...


But I'm a little sad also because that missy told him that he might need to fly overseas with a senior manager at the end of the year to audit a subsidiary company...
WHAT on earth??
Just start work and must fly???

So after all that, we went for lunch together with that missy...
Yeah... i was like a big idiot.. lost in my own world because all i was hearing was audit IAS..
IAS this IAS that.. IAS 11 then IAS 18..WHAT ON EARTH??
Looks like this is all crazy mad people stuff...
I'll leave all this IAS to him...
No IAS for me please....
Gonna go shopping for office cloth's soon...
Hehe.....

Congratulation's....
Big feast soon... =)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya..!!

Love raya songs...
The musics are just so lovely.. especially the old ones...







I love the green Nuffnang used for their home page..


SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL... & happy holiday.. =)
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Was in the temple this past 2 days...
Yeah..Vinayagar Charturthi..(guess my spelling changes every time)
just imagine pooja after pooja's done...
stand & stand..
My feet hurts..
but it's okay..
worth the stand since it's for god.. =)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Play till it hurts

MiMi is still around the house..
We can all still hear and feel her....
I heard the sound of her struggling to get up..
My mum hears her wagging tail..
My dad feel's her rubbing on his feet (she always does that/manja with my dad)
My sis feels her sitting beside the god's table...
My bro hears her breathing sound....
I guess she just doesn't know where to go..
She never gets out of the house..
Or maybe she just decided to stay with us because she misses us too much...
There's no reason for us to pack food home..
There's no reason to keep left over food...

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Sunday morning all 6 of us went to Sunway Lagoon Waterpark...
The four of us, with Both the boyfriends...
Was suppose to meet up at 8.30 am but the 4 of us were late..
The boyfriends arrived on time and had to wait...
Went in 1 car...

Went to Mamak around my place for breakfast...
Bro cleverly ordered 2 Tosai and couldn't finish it..
And we did pack it up. but not for MiMi.. (she's not gonna eat.. )
We packed it for the birds or any other animal who's around that mamak area...
Instead of wasting it, give animal to eat lar...

Reached Sunway Lagoon parking around 10 something....
It was so empty.. there was no queue to buy the ticket...

We had so much fun...
Boyfriend was making all of us laugh so much...
And we had a little show to watch in the sand beach..
Haha... The lifeguard was enjoying his show from up....

Tried all the slide in the water park...
None was left out...
Tried everything in the dry park too, except rides that go 360 degree... and the Lost Gold (train)..

Boyfriend played the TOY game and won a DEVIL hairband..

The best part was, there was this white monkey which was in the cage in the wild life park, and it was playing with my boyfriend...
Hand to hand.. tried to lick his hand but couldn't because it was a glass door...
Haha... it did not want to play with others...
So cute..

And we noticed that a monkey's palm is just like ours..
With lines and fingers just like ours..

I'm burned...
My face hurts...
My cheeks are red...
Gotta apply cream again and again..
I hope the skin don't peel off and make me look ugly...

Went to Pulau Carey for dinner...
I wouldn't say all the dishes was good, but the assam sotong and LAI LIU HA (prawn) was good..
We had crab too...
Per person had to pay rm 22...
Consider cheap...

At the end of the day we were all so happy...
All went home and slept like a pig...
So tired...

Now my body hurts so much..
From my neck till my toes....
Arrgghhhh.....
But we had maximum fun...

Damage for the day...
RM 420 Entrance fee (60 refundable)
RM 30 Double tube (15 refundable)
RM 131 Dinner
RM 19 Breakfast
RM 40 Lunch (fried rice & mee with water)
RM 9  Chicken popcorn
RM 20 Locker
RM 32 Sunblock
RM 30 Souvenir
RM 12 Token games

Happy happy happy....

Friday, September 3, 2010

Lonely Morning

My mornings are now so lonely...
What is used to do every morning (i think i should say afternoon.. WHICHEVER) is to wake up and look at my lovely MiMi lying down on the floor...
And then i'll call XIAO MiMi... Just to get her attention...
Her name is MiMi.. but i added the Xiao (mad) because she goes crazy for cheese.. My favourite too..
And there is no way she will not look or follow me if i ever go to the fridge...

So for this past 2 days.. I haven't been calling her name..
There is no way i'm gonna be XIAO SHARMINII...
I don't wanna be mad..
But i constantly look down the table to find NO MiMi...

So coming back to what i used to do every morning when i wake up is call her name..
then when she looks at me, i'll ask how is she..????
She'll be wagging her tail to which, means I'M FINE...

And then I'll go to the washroom to wash up myself and do my necessary things which will take me 1 hour...
She'll be down the table when i get into the bathroom and will be in front of my room door when i come out...
WHY???
Because she knows that when i come out, it is TREATS and PILL's time...
Yeah.. i'll sit beside her and talk to her and show her my monkey face when she give me the "BLAH" look...
Haha... like... " HAHA... FEED ME MORE... FEED ME MORE"...

And then she'll go back to her routine.. sleeping in the morning.. chassing the birds when they come down to eat... haha... that's my MiMi...
That's what she loves to do....

Before her condition got serious, she used to chase all the birds away.. because she gets jealous when my dad feeds the birds....
She was no more active when her wound started becoming bigger and bigger...
Guess it was too pain for her to even walk...

She used to jump when i feed her cheese...
She used to bite the heart shape biscuits which is as big as a 50 cent..
but no more during her last 1 month period...
I had to break it into smaller piece, and she never sits to eat but sleep and eat...

I think 2 week before she passed away, there was this 1 midnight when i was going to sleep, she made so much of noise..
I was so scared that she might leave us the next morning..
All i did was sit with her and talked to her...
And she kept quiet for the rest of the night....
I immediately Googled on the symptoms of dogs dying..
I was very scared...
I cried talking to her....

The feeling now is like I've lost my 13th year old sister...
Although she's a dog, but she stayed long enough to be my sister...
Yeah... my dad used to pack food and say "this is for my daughter at home"... "my youngest sister/daughter"...
Instead of treating her like a real dog, we treated her like a human.. she ate whatever we ate.. Except for chocolates and salty food....
She used to sit with us and watch tv once in a while..
She licked clean the durian seed..
She eats orange... She even barked when we did not give her...

Around May (before my operation), i bought fried rice and couldn't finish it...
It was in the plastic and all i did was hold the plastic and she was showing her teeth, so scared that i'll take the rice away from her... so all i did was only squat beside her with my legs on the plastic while she ate the rice (the plastic was moving so i wanted to hold it for her)....

Last month when my parents went out for holiday, i bought her TAI PAU (big pau), and hold onto her food and she did not show any teeth but munched on her food....

Hai.... I miss her so much....
Writing all this MiMi post only make me miss her more and cry...
But why i am writing this is to make sure i never forget about her..
I don't wanna forget about her...
I will never forget about her..
But i wanna write down memories about her..
I wanna keep these memories written...

Guess this MiMi post will be going on day after day until i run out of things to write about her...
And I Miss you more today... because while writing this, i hear sound that sounds like what you always do..
And i know it's my imagination because you are now with god and they are taking good care of you...
Be with them, don't come down...

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

wishing on a shooting star

I cried today morning..
When i woke up in the morning, the 1st thing i saw was an empty floor.. No MiMi..
I went to the toilet and did my business and came out, i saw down the table and there was no MiMi...
No point looking into the kitchen because i will never see her there too...
I know, i was being silly...
I know, she has left us..
I know.. I know..
But I'm already missing her..

Went to the open crematorium.. (where we burnt her)...
It rained yesterday.. i dunno if half of her ash has been blown away or washed away...
But we saw few of her bones there.. and there was still ashes of hers there...
There was her arm bone.. a little here and there of her bones..

Her ashes was let go at the sea..
I know she is in good hands now...
She dunnit to suffer..
She dunnit to feel pain...
She dunnit to struggle to get up to eat, drink, pee and shit...

MiMi...Rest In Peace...

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