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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

can you watch tv without the volume ON???

I wonder what was i thinkign when i wanted to write that TITLE for this post...
I would have screw things up and get another round of scolding...

So class canceled again...
Wonder when is he gonna replace all this class..
My CW turnitin report for CIFA & CIMA was 10%..
Good...
My 1st attempt which was last year (1st cw) was 28%, 2nd time was 14%...
Lecturer said they couldnt delete some dunno what and there were some complication with turnitin, so they decided to extend the date line from our last turnitin date to 31st MARCH 2010...
So now is 3rd attempt (2nd cw) 36% (wahlau...) 4th time was 16% (1% extra) 5th attempt 10%.. GENG...

I'm so happy but this means that i gotta start with my FINANCE CW.. due on the 26th of APRIL...
Exam starting on the 10th of MAY...

SO DEAD... no idea what I've been studying for the pass 9 months...

My ideas only comes during midnight when everyone falls asleep but looks liek i gotta start sleeping early..
I don't wanna go through shingles AGAIN...
It is very annoying... (shingles only comes when ur immune is low)
So i assume that not enough sleep means immune low..
Haha... Why i say again is because MAYBE 6th sense.. haha.. i feel there is small little bumps on my stomach skin.. and its a little itchy....
I dare not scratch.. i dun wan my skin to look like it was burnt...
EEEwwww cant take ugly skin on my own smooth skin now....
1 month back i was suffering from this... NnnnOooooooo..... can't go through it again....
Must sleep early... 10pm straight to sleep??? OVER... 12am should be just fine....
can't sleep with noise in the hall....
Everyone watch tv like they are deaf...

I like how my sis commented on the way i watch tv...
I can either watch tv without sound or not watch the screen with volume
Haha... flexible mar.. most important is i must know the cast...
Just imagine watching tv... doing cw... and also helping my mum fold the paper gold for prayers... GENG...

Puji myself too much right???
Okay okay...
that's all for now...

Monday, March 29, 2010

Donate me a small fridge please

Haha... i am not gonna donate anything okay...
Because i need YOU to donate a SMALL fridge to me...
Can anyone do me this very big favour??

A small fridge will do...
If you decide to throw away your fridge or donate..
Please do donate to me...
I need it..
My parents refuse to buy me a fridge..
they say that we already got a big fridge.. WHY WANT A SMALL fridge....???
I'm lazy to go all the way to the kitchen to get my drinks okay...

So please do me a favour..
If you are planning to throw your STILL USEABLE fridge...
Send me a message... Leave me a comment...
Anywhere is KL okay..
Setapak also can.... Batu caves... Selayang.. Kepong.. Jalan ipoh...

Thank you in advance....
My mum laughed at me when i told her i'm gonna write this on my blog...
And she hope i'll be lucky enough to get a donator...
So please prove to her you ppl can donate 1 SMALL fridge to me....
I'll come and collect it myself... TQ =)
Just got back from the hospital...
2.20AM.. yeah... they had to delay with the blood test....
Took at 11pm and only came back at 1.14am...
MADNESS....

CW suppose to be 15% but it turn out to be 16%..
Arrrggghhhh....
Wish it was 1% lesser.. i would be very happy and will go to sleep now..
I can't change anything anymore because it is all the MA and FA term shyts...
Damn....How to change???

Hai.. guess tomorrow i gotta call mr.S and ask if i can just pass up with 16% turnitin report or not....
If cannot, i gotta just delete 2 or 3 sentence to get 15%....
Bodoh turnitin.....

Gotta start with my FINANCE CW.....
that is another headache...
I think im gonna really really faint soon...
Goodnight or my dad is gonna shout at me....

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Probably you were not meant to walk with me in this life...

There is so much i wanna write..
there is so much i wanna do..
there is so much.. SOOO much of things i wanna shout and tell you that you are not going through what you think you are going through...

You chossed this vacation..(to come to earth..)
You choose which path you wanna take...
Parents were your angel until you were 17 because You have to go to school
You had to sit for UPSR, PMR and SPM..
After that it was your route to take...

Why do you keep blaming others when you took the wrong route??
I wish i can shout at you..
Slap you if i can and tell you to stop blaming it on others...
I serously wish you would listen and not react to how you are reacting now...
I serously wish...
Everyone loves you...
Your friend.. you parents..
ME... yeah...probably i don't love you as what you think..
but as a friend... A good friend..
I really though you were a friend which i think you were until you decide to do whatever you are doing now...
Which i'm not very happy about either....
I know there i no way you are gonna listen to ANYONE...
Even your closest friend..
No way... you did not listen when i told you so..
YOU LIED TO ME when i confronted you....
Damn you...
Of all person you lie to me???
The one who caught you lying but just said YEAH YEAH.. it's okay although i know you were lying to the VERY MAX....
I knew i was correct...
Because i never went wrong...
NAH...NEVER....

I felt sad when i knew what you were going through.. but what you did??
You blamed me...
HOW DARE YOU??
How can you even think i was happy when i knew you were hurting...
TELL ME???

I hate if when someone said "why the hell are you always thinking for others"..
But you did not think me as "THINKING FOR YOU" when i confronted you...
I did not blame you for the mistake you did....
I DID NOT...
Because i know how it feels like...
I know...
Not that i don't know...
It's not easy to go through this...

So stop thinking that i don't care..
BECAUSE I CRIED WHEN I KNOW YOU CRIED...
I CRIED BECUASE I KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT FEELS
I CRIED BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HURTFUL YOU FEEL
I CRIED BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT
I CRIED BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME WHEN YOU KNOW I KNEW THE TRUTH
I CRIED... AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE I DID NOT TELL IT ON YOUR FACE..
and i never felt the need of telling you all this....
Because i do not need to add my PAINFUL feeling to you miserable life
JUST BECAUSE I CARE....

I know you never read my blog.... So i don't care...
All i wanted to do is express myself....
I am 200 words behind to finish my CW and then turnitin..
The mind had to run wild thinking of you...
I'm sorry if you thought i did not care...
SORRY.... (yeah, not like you are gonna read and understand)...

Probably you were not meant to walk with me in this life...
Till we meet again... Hope you will be fine.. =)


Such a feelin's comin' over me

There is wonder in most everything I see

Not a cloud in the sky

Got the sun in my eyes

And I won't be surprised if it's a dream



Everything I want the world to be

Is now coming true especially for me

And the reason is clear

It's because you are here

You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen



I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around

Your love's put me at the top of the world



Something in the wind has learned my name

And it's tellin' me that things are not the same

In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze

There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me



There is only one wish on my mind

When this day is through I hope that I will find

That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me

All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around

Your love's put me at the top of the world

There it goes again....

Im awake....
Still feeling sleepy, but i know i'll never fall asleep again...
My aim today is finish the whole bodoh assignment and turnitin...
Tat stupid software sucks.....
Qoute the author already, but still wanna say plagirism...
F the software.. and F the U for using this software.....

So i'm gonna stop here for the mean time...
Night gonna be a lonely night...
I believe my sis and bro have already planned their night because parents are going out..
There won't be any food tonight...
So all i'll be eating is 1 whole SIKAT of banana and sit in the toilet tomorrow morning..
Haha... I like that idea....
Everything in my stomach will be out...
And all the FATS... Yeah....
Thats good... Sounds good too....

I hate what i've changed into...
But it's okay..everyone change..
All matters is did we change into a good person or a bad person...
I'm still thinking if i am....
Someone said, " you are half half"..
Haha that means that im a little good and a little bad.. Not super good, not super bad...
Yeah... come on, i'm just a human..
Don't keep blaming me PLEASE....
All i want to do is be happy....
Don't blame me for something which i can't make the decision.....
Okay???

College politic sucks...
But lucky i'm not in any part of it..
I'm just a 3rd party looking at things...
I'm in the middle..
I know my group members are the best...
And we just love using the word "BODOH"...
it sounds so funny when TWO people say it at the same time....
And after scolding we burst into laughter....

Love all of you so much...
After exam all of us will be going separate ways..but i know we will still meet up....
Yeah, 1 way only mar... haha....

Okok... I gotta START doing my cw or i'll never finish it by tonight....
Good the bye bye.....

Friday, March 26, 2010

Indian Style Spinach

Okay.... this is my 366 post (three hundred and sixty six) and what I'm gonna tell you is that this is not my 1st attempt to cook... and i did not really cook this because mum was the one putting the ingredients and all i did was tell her to WAIT... i wanna take picture... haha...and i helped her to stir and pan fry the TOU FOO's...


Washing the vege... like 3 times...so that no one bites on any stones..

A little oil with the INDIAN SPICE (buy it in any Indian grocery shops)
Add in 2 or 3 dry chilly... and 1/2 big onions (cut) with 3 - 4 cloves of garlic (cut into half)
Add in some water after frying all together (nice smell) and stir...

Add in the vegetable.. SPINACH to be exact...

Now all you gotta do is cover it.. let it to boil until it gets soft...
add some turmeric powder (kunyit)... and let it boil again.. When you feel that it is soft enough.. smash it with a wooden ladle to keep it's vitamins(minerals)... Oh yeah... please add some salt to make sure it's salty enough..
TADAH...!!!! Yummy yummy INDIAN STYLE SPINACH...
My pan fried toufoo.. NO OIL.. healthy.... =)

I've known few Indian friend who HATES the vegetable because they think the veg looks very eeewww.. but i love it.. because for god sake its just a VEGETABLE... haha...
And i love green vegetables...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Been MIA for the past few days.. like four days???
Been told the truth and was trying to digest every part...
The truth and the lies....
From what i hear then and now...
The good and bad...
The black and white...
The left and right...
haha.... I'm insane...
Sure??
Nah nah... Knowing the truth is fun...
At least I know i was right all along...
No one fools me...
wahahaha.....

What i did?? lets re-cap a bit..
Monday was a boring day.....
All i did was sleep and sleep.. and eat and eat...
FAT... haha....

Tuesday went for class...
Homework... Coursework...
Damn siao... So much to do, but so little time...

Wednesday went for class too...
Until 6pm then went for SUSHI ZANMAI in lowyat with college mates...
So happy....
6 of us ate for RM 120.75...
Average RM 20 per person but i only paid RM 17...
Valerie ate the MOST...
She wasn't full and wanted to order again and again...
Haha... she paid the biggest share.. RM 32++

Then went to Starbucks since Raj wanted to get his hot coffee..
Realy no idea what was the name for his drink..
I got myself a donut....
Been liking sweet food more than salty...

Love melons... haha...
The yellow one.... Is that called melons?? any extra name in front of MELON??


And this what i love most....
Haven't been to this Starbucks for a very long time....
The very first time "WE" went out together...
The very same spot...
 
Hehe..... OMG.. how much i love you THEN and NOW...
Haha.... now that i see this place, the feeling just comes back...
The things we used to do together....
OMG... I'm so in love NOW....
I wanna hug and kiss you right away....
(please do not go and tell him you saw this on my blog...)

Today's class was normal nie...
Was suppose to leave early since we(college mates) said that we wanted to eat MCD the next morning (discussed on Wednesday)..
Was waiting for my mum to get up 1st.. but slept... did not hear any sound....
Only got up around 7.30... (was suppose to meet up at 8)...
Madness.. reach college at 9.....

I'm very sleepy now..
My eye hurts for some reasons....
Gonna sleep...
Nites....
 
AND.. I LOVE YOU.... muacks muacks...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I'm Happy

Wow.... My cousin brother got married.. AT LAST....
Was in his house earlier for the TEA ceremony...
And I almost teared because of..... (i dunno why...)
Probably because getting married means I will have to leave MY PERFECT family and stay with my in-laws if my husband don't wanna leave the TWO people life...
Haha.. I'm so happy for him.. and his wife....
Love is miracle....
GF/BF will definitely fight..
But being in love /getting back together every time you fight is not something everyone can do...

We fight with friends everyday.. and we keep grudges..
WHY?/ because we don't love them...
But love is YEAH... YUMMY YUMMY...
Hehe.... Do I sound like a little pervert here???

Gonna go for his wedding dinner later...
YEAH....
I'm gonna use PURPLE dress...
wahahaha..... SHY lar....

Oh yeah oh yeah...did i tell anyone about my NOKIA 5730??
Instead of getting E71 or E75.. I got myself 5730....
I'm loving my phone now...
But kinda miss my old one.. because the functions there is much more easier...
and guess who is using my old phone..
MY MUM...
and i just wanna laugh thinking about the other person who is using the same phone..
BLEK....>,<........

Gonna continue watching my taiwan drama's then start getting ready...
OMG, I'm feeling shy to use whatever i'm gonna use later....

I love married couples...
and I'm jealous of my own parents...
They love each other so much..

I wanna get married too.....
Soon.... Soon....=)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Have you tried NOT blaming god?

Have you??
I know some of you will be wondering why I'm writing this,
Some might just think this post is bullshyt..
But I just wanna know if you have tried NOT to blame god but YOURSELF...

Why this post now??
Because today morning when my sis offed the aircond, i felt hot and i turned the fan without looking at it...
(the fan is right beside my bed...)
My finger went in the fan and it HIT my ponting finger...
There was no cut..
But now there is a small blue black mark IN my finger nail..

I was lucky..
And the first thing that striked my mind was "Is god punishing me for something i did??"
Then i thought again " i did not see where i was putting my finger, so it was my fault right??"
WHY BLAME GOD FOR MY MISTAKE???

Right??? Right?? Right???

My dad once talked to this guy.. a guy who believed in god A LOT...
He met in an accident not one time, not two time..
But he was lucky enough to not get hurt..
So my dad asked him "did you blame god??"
He immiediatly answered "NO"...
That is how much he love god to not blame him....

Wanna make it simple...
God is like a father to us...
If you always blame your father for your own doing,
Won't your father feel sad???
He give you everything you want, but you still blame him if he did not give you ONE thing that might hurt you...

Will your father think of hurting you??
Will he give you something that will hurt you??

So it was my fault for not looking at the fan, WHY blame my father up there???
RIGHT???

He loves us so much, but do we love him back the same??
God is like your father..
and all the human is like your relatives...
So why hurt each other???
(see, i'm diverting to humanity now)

So stop blaming god for anything and everything....
I love you GOD....

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Kids - Adult day

 Todays timetable is MAD...
1 class after another....
3 class all together....
2 hour and 45 minutes for every class...
As usual, went late for Mr.V's class which starts at 8.45 in the MORNING...
amdness, i only got up around 7.30...
left around 8.15... haha.... what do you expect when i need my 12 hours sleep, but I CANNOT get it on THURSDAYS...
There was no break, and lucky i told wing to get me breakfast..
That mad lady bought me karipap and MEE HON...
No break also.. we had to wait until Mr.V stop his class around 10.30 to eat...
but i definetely did not finish that mee hon, and that MEE HOM was FREAKING "BIG" packet...
Haha.. she ate 3 -4 mouth and i ate 2-3 mouth only..
Itu pun, Mr,V came and ask "what are you eating here"..

Valerie was the best, she bought the MCD's breakfast "pancake"
and was cutting and eating....
Good....
Uncle aka YZ called me inthe mornign to ask if i wanna join him for MCD breakfast...
and that stupid Selangor bus had to breakdown in the morning..
2nd time this year....
Bodoh bus......

After SFM, went to Secret Recipe for LUNCH..
Had mushroom soup and pepsi...
Was kinda full... and was keeping my stomach for MANGO..
Haha.... i rather eat fruit that solid food...
Eddrew said i eat non-stop...
Wei, fruit nie mar.... won't get fat...
haha.. FIBER.....

Audit class was a revision class...
Nothing great happened...
I hope i remember all the TERMs and DEFINITIONs for exam...
NO FAIL... CANNOT...

Finance was good...
Miss Y is so unlike other lecturers..
If she dunno, she will ask us back...
Haha... Neway this is the very 1st time she asked us back because she was looking through our notes which was given by the ex- lecturer and she herself don't understand why he used that method...
Neither one of us understood what did we copy last time...
So decided to skip that question for exam...

Jun got us some "children day biscuits"
Do you still remember this????
Haha... the moment she distributed this chocolate biscuit, i was like, " is today children day??"
haha.... Miss all those moments...
All you do is, go to school and sing, and dance, and study a little.. and BE HAPPY

We had apollo TOO.....

When we were in kindergarten, we said ABC-Z was hard, then our 2 kali 5 was hard, science, kajian tempatan, kemahiran hidup.. UPSR, PMR, SPM, STPM, DIPLOMA....
Haha... after going through so many difficult EXAM's.. now DEGREE is difficult.. IT IS....
I think I will never tell my children DEGREE is easy....
I will only tell them to study so that they can get better JOB in the future...
And i will never ever force them to study....
Until SPM is a MUST..
after that, they are clever enough to think.....
Can't be selling vegetable in the market.. (but the aunty and uncle's in the market drive a CAMRY)
OMG.. how how???
wonder when only can i buy my OWN Camry..
I wan I wan...
And I wan a CONDO too..
WIth few landed properties...
I wanna be rich....
Haha.....
Ok ok... Guess i gotta sleep early to start dreaming right????
Yea... dream, imagine visualize...
Earn my money and BUY......

Oh yeah... I'm gonna get a 5730 SOON....
When???
No idea yet..
lets see when can the Sponsorer buy me....
Hehe.... Happynye...
Then i can blog and tweet whenever i wan..

Very long post rite???
Whaahahaha.........

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Say it again

How true can this be??
Am I blind??
or am I deaf??
Which one??
Some time being blind, deaf, and dumb can be just nice...
But seriously thank god I'm in perfect shape..
I don't wanna have any defects in any part of my body....
Guess i should just ignore anything and everything for NOW...

Saw Mr.Karnal waiting for lift too...
He said I look a little thinner...
Wahaha... i gave him that "are you sure look" and said, " you sure or not, some say I'm fatter(which no one said)"
He said, " yes yes.. compared to the other time i saw you"...
Haha... good good...
Even Wing and Winnie said i look thin in my dress for my cousin brothers wedding (soon to come)...
They had to double confirm if it was me.. because i took that photo without MY HEAD...
haha... knowing that my hair look so OUT..

Mr.V is always with his "English woman"...
I'm so used to speaking in Chinese with my friends...
Had to use English just because he was there..

Making plans for holidays after my exam in MAY...
I got no idea what I'm studying...
Gotta re-revise all the bodoh 5 subjects...
CIFA, CIMA sure die...
SFM 50/50
Audit 50/50
Finance DIE....

haha....
Tomorrow gotta go for 3 class in a row..
SFM, AUDIT and FINANCE...
damn....
I'm gonna fall asleep...
nites....ZZZZzzzzzzz

**************
All i want is you to be happy....
If you are, then I am..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Gone for another day...

You really scared me like shit. Never saw u get so angry at person like this. I am ready to go to Maxis.

Monday, March 15, 2010

T-Bowl (the toilet bowl restaurant)

As promised, brought back some some shyt photo.
Our plan was to eat shyt only when my sis's bf reach sg.wang..
But instead, while waiting, we got so HUNGRY, we ate SUSHI first..
Therefore, the three of us were kinda full....

Presenting T-BOWL in Sungei Wang, 3rd floor, towards the END (back)
This toilet bowl is at the entrance
Men's can do their "business" here..
Girls please open the cover before you think of PEEING here..
and please wipe the floor after that...
(down hole is OPEN)
The glass table, down is a sink full of THE ABOVE things in it...
The Menu with a brush at the side...
Bath Tub DOUBLE BOILED GINSENG & DRUMSTICK SOUP.. 
RM 6.50
Nicey.. but too much OIL

My big SHYT bowl of TOM YAM SEAFOOD FLAMING POT... 
RM 11.90
Nicey too.. but it was a little salty towards the end...
Left is from my phone... right is my sisters phone...
That's how shytty my phone camera can be...
So... this is the SHYT i was talking about...
DONUT DELIGHT... RM 4.90
My sister's shyt.. she ate it...
Haha.. It is not normal chocolate taste that we eat outside..
Very different taste...
 
 The bad photo one is mine.. good one is my sisters...
HONEY FRUIT SPONGE MELLOW
RM 7.90
LEMON SOURPLUM MOCKTAIL
RM 5.50
GRAPE YOGHURT SHAKE
RM 5.90
LORINA SPARKLING-LEMONADE
RM 9.90
This is me sitting on the toilet bowl with the cover closed...
There are some people like my BROTHER who opened it and SAT...

Sis ask to pose...
And me just being lame, gave her a very ugly pose...
And GERMAINE, I will never try it on a real toilet bowl..
>.<
Younger sis enjoying her bath tub dessert...

Presenting you the HAMSAP stalker...
Taking BACKSIDE photo....

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Gonna go eat shyt....

Haha... i wonder what everyone thinks about my title....
If you have tried it, maybe you'll get what i'm saying..
but if you haven't then, maybe you'll be thinking this girl is mad to put that title...

BLEK....

My stomach is aching...
I wanna go toilet..
but there's someone inside....
Hate it Hate it...
Wake me up and then go and sit in the toilet..
BODOH...!!!!!!!!

I'm very sleepy.. slept only around 4 in the morning...
Got up around 5 to piss..
no idea how many time i got up from 5- 10 just to *******(no idea lar.. simply get up... mind don't wanna sleep)...
Now i'm all awake.. eye paining...
DAMN.... WTF....

I wanna throw tantrum now and continue sleeping..
but i cannot do that..
promise them already....
 
Will definitely bring back some shyt photo for everyone to view OKAY....
Life is full of shyt.. Just make sure you choose the sweeter shyt... =)

*************
Never burn the whole house just because of some white ants.......

I hate KOPI-O-LESEN drivers

Was bored from the time i got up....
Wrote a post..
Then took my bath and went over to my mum's office...
What I did there was, EAT...
Help my mum type some 1000 word long letter..
Haha.. it was for some rental agreement thingy lar..
Not karangan.. I think since i don't like to assume anymore,
Therefore, i can never write a good essay.. Like that I JUST LOVE GOOD SMELLING PEOPLE..
Guess, i just won't get anything from it...

Then sent my elder sis to wash face...
I don't understand why people like to WASH FACE.....
i don't really like it...
Maybe once in a while okay.. but my sis is going every week...
Rich woman... cannot blame...

Sent youger sis to SEGi to hand in some forms...
Was craving for that MANGO WITH CHILLY POWDER & SALT..
OMG... i still wanna eat...
Ate two packet while driving home...
Was toooooo SPICY... but mouth was tooooo itchy.....

Now i'm going through the "after eating" thingy....
masuk toilet 7 times already...
Damn....
Elder was scolding me....
Ate that stomach cleansing drink, sumore wan eat FRUITS... that also with CHILLY POWDER...
"How stupid can you be"...
Haha.... what to do lar... it is so sedap....

Went to Ikano.. it was Sooooo JAM......
reached there around 9pm..
Kanasai betul....
According to a policeman which stoped beside us( we asked) he said "depan jam sebab BANJIR"...
OMG.. that kinda place also can flood lar...
Took jalan belakang....

Jalan2 in Ikano also my stomach "CHERNING"...(wad's the spelling ar??)
Gila duh...

The reason why we went to Ikano was because my cousin bro getting married soon.. must use nice baju..
So.. nak gi beli baju ler....
I think i test 3 baju..
all i rasa TAK OKAY..
but my sis said okay....
i wonder how lar??
tell me... how come i say not nice they say nice???
Bodoh Bodoh....

At last.. i bought 1...
What color??? I will tell you soon okay.
But it cost me RM 83.95 sen.....

Hate weddings...
wish i was only 10 years old..
wear what also no one to comment...

I think i was happier when i attended wedding when i was younger....
I used to use dress...
OF course... i was thin.. now fat.. wear what also i feel ugly...

So long since the four of us go out together...
Happy lar...
must do this more often...

Tomorrow also we will be going out...
happy....

********************************************
Regarding my title...
I seriously hate them..
They go slow on a fast lane...
They don't put signal light when they know the car behind them is VERY close...
They know that they are in the wrong lane and when you HORN them, they look back at you like you are at fault...

Wonder who gave them license....
Bodoh...
Kalau tak tau pandu jangan pandu..
don't iritate other people's life....
FO on the road lar.....

And do not think girls can't drive properly....
And never ever think to start a fight with the four of us in the car...
lagi2 if me and my elder sis...
haha..
INDIAN blood....
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT????

Friday, March 12, 2010

Petrol and Phone

Just got up from my sleep...
Syok.....
Tuesday, wednesday, thrusday cannot sleep until this late.. or not i'll be late for class..
I wanna eat NANDO'S... sedap dong...

Neway, got an e-mail from a friend..and i would like to share it with everyone who reads my blog...
It's gonna be a LONG LONG thingy..
So if you think that reading is not you choice.. try checking out Life story
Then if you think you wanna read.. scroll down summore.... 

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Safety Alert!

Here's some reasons why we don't allow cell phones in operating areas, propylene oxide handling and storage area, propane, gas and diesel refueling areas.

The Shell Oil Company recently issued a warning after three incidents in which mobile phones (cell phones) ignited fumes during fueling operations


In the first case
, the phone was placed on the car's trunk lid during fueling; it rang and the ensuing fire destroyed the car and the gasoline pump.

In the second
, an individual suffered severe burns to their face when fumes ignited as they answered a call while refueling their car!

And in the third
, an individual suffered burns to the thigh and groin as fumes ignited when the phone, which was in their pocket, rang while they were fueling their car.


You should know that: Mobile Phones can ignite fuel or fumes

Mobile phones that light up when switched on or when they ring release enough energy to provide a spark for ignition

Mobile phones should not be used in filling stations, or when fueling lawn mowers, boat, etc.

Mobile phones should not be used, or should be turned off, around other materials that generate flammable or explosive fumes or dust, (I.e., solvents, chemicals, gases, grain dust, etc....)

TO sum it up, here are the Four Rules for Safe Refueling:

1) Turn off engine
2) Don't smoke

3) Don't use your cell phone - leave it inside the vehicle or turn it 0ff
4) Don't re-enter your vehicle during fueling.


Bob Renkes of Petroleum Equipment Institute is working on a campaign to try and make people aware of fires as a result of 'static electricity' at gas pumps. His company has researched 150 cases of these fires.

His results were very surprising:

1) Out of 150 cases, almost all of them were women.
2) Almost all cases involved the person getting back in their vehicle while the nozzle was still pumping gas. When finished, they went back to pull the nozzle out and the fire started, as a result of static.
3) Most had on rubber-soled shoes.
4) Most men never get back in their vehicle until completely finished. This is why they are seldom involved in these types of fires.
5) Don't ever use cell phones when pumping gas
6) It is the vapors that come out of the gas that cause the fire, when connected with static charges.
7) There were 29 fires where the vehicle was re-entered and the nozzle was touched during refueling from a variety of makes and models. Some resulted in extensive damage to the vehicle, to the station, and to the customer.
8) Seventeen fires occurred before, during or immediately after the gas cap was removed and before fueling began.


Mr. Renkes stresses to NEVER get back into your vehicle while filling it with gas.

If you absolutely HAVE to get in your vehicle while the gas is pumping, make sure you get out, close the door TOUCHING THE METAL, before you ever pull the nozzle out. This way the static from your body will be discharged before you ever remove the nozzle.

As I mentioned earlier, The Petroleum Equipment Institute, along with several other companies now, are really trying to make the public aware of this danger..


I ask you to please send this in formation to ALL your family and friends, especially those who have kids in the car with them while pumping gas. If this were to happen to them, they may not be able to get the children out in time. Thanks for passing this along.


Long right??
Told you SO...

Jack Neo's incident

Source : jackneo

It's not easy for a couple to be in a relationship..
The word marriage/ married is not something you can think about playing out/cheating in the relationship..
I wonder is it true that all rich man would like to have second woman??
Third one if they think second women is not enough??
Jack Neo did it, Tiger wood did it...
They are all rich people..
Famous.. 
I'm not blaming the man only..
But WOMAN'S have you really thought about it that you are spoiling another couple's relationship...
What if there is a THIRD woman to spoil your relationship??
Have you thought about it??

I'm glad for Jack that his wife is standing strong on their marriage.. for the love they shared...

I know that girls population is like 5x more than guys, but that does not mean that you can take other people's husband..

Whatever is it.. we should just give this people's a chance...
We are all humans..
We will definitely do mistakes.. 
But never do the mistake twice...
You don't know when you will be facing the same situation....

Thursday, March 11, 2010

So near yet so far

Can you imagine having a super fast car? 
The car that you wanted all along and you have it with you. 
You enjoy every moment with your car. 
You love the look of it, the smell of it, the style and the speed of it. 
The car has always been loyal to you. 
Never it once broke down or failed you on the road in the past 5 years. 
Yes, that was how good the car was. 
Super good. 

Things were going so well with your car that you was so confident of it because of the security it gave you. 
You were speeding like there is no tomorrow with this car everyday for the past five years. 
You love the blood rush at the speed you were driving this car. 
One day you were driving so so so fast on the highway and there was this very huge wood on the road and the car flipped and turtle itself. 
There goes your car of 5 years. 
All is left is the good memories which you shared with your super fast car. 

That was MY super fast car.

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Do I blame myself for driving too fast??
Blame my car for not being stable??
OR blame the very huge wood??

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

somewhere over the rainbow

You must be freaking happy now...
Freaking = damn

I'm writing this post based on my own feeling towards some issues...
Anyone who terasa, please do NOT assume...
I hate to do assumption....
Ask if you dunno....
(hidden meaning post, skip if you don't understand)

Am just so bored...
Suddenly felt like being an asshole....

Dad was telling me in the morning that, this life is YOURS... you decide if you want to make the best out of it, or you make your life feel like shyt and then you ask god, please help me....
Never have i regretted any of my decision... I am one idiot who thinks about others (most of the time) and make my decision based on everyones interest...
Yeah.. I'm an idiot... someone hates me for being so "easy going"..
and having that "fuck it" attitude.....
Sometimes a decision might just hurt me.. make me sad, but if it means that the other person can be happy.. and others can be happy... what's wrong??

I like the way dad and bro was debating on what road to use to got to the bank...
Just when dad said "everyone can have different point of view on the same thing.. we reach the same place but we might just use two different way..."
Me and bro thought the same thing " we all gotta die one day.. just that we have different way to live our life and then DIE"...
haha... great mind thinks a like...
yeah.... you will be thinking i'm being lame right???
Die also so happy.....
Cheh... everyone also will die one day.....
So whats da big deal???
BLEK...............

please people.... Learn to be matured....
Don't always put the blame on others...
and the worst is to twist and turn a story....
i know this one person who is very good at it.
and i know this person for a very long time....
Even if you din do it, the person will say you did it...
damn... i hate people who can't see others happy..
all they do is think for themselves...

tell it on my face.. don't go behind and poke fire....
why do this kinda KEJI's stuff....

Oh.... most important is don't make up your own story....
because everyone knows the truth...
only you are dumb enough to not know the truth is widely spread-ed already...
Damn.. i hate THIS kinda DUMB people...

remember one thing....
what you do is what you get....
you sow good, you get good....
you sow bad, you face the consequence LOR...
Life is as easy as that...

we can be friends, but if you hurt me, i will forget you and be an idiot if you ever come close to me...
Angel is me.. devil is me too..
hurt me once, I'll say it's okay..
hurt me twice, i'll say maybe i owe you in my past life
hurt me trice, i'll say FO you dumb ass...
you are probably a bloody fk-ed up idiot who got nothing else do to that you gotta come into my life...

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You think you are so clever???
you are so wrong...
I'm the clever one who is just letting you win...
and if YOU try to be funny...
I'll make sure YOU suffer too with you......

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Confusing??? just don't want someone to get my meaning...
This post is for me to release my tension...
If you don't understand.. skip this and read my other post..
THANK YOU

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Boom Boom Boom

I am not afraid of being lonely.
I'm not afraid of going shopping alone
I' not afraid of watching a movie alone
But i'm afrid of losing people i love..
Exspecially poeple who came into my life..
Make a big impact..
Then they gotta leave without saying goodbye..

My uncle did that...
My grandmother did that....
Moments we shared, can never be turned back..
I cannot just click rewind to bring my grandma back alive....
Was siting alone in the bus...
Mind was blank and all of the sudden my mind was all about my grandma...
Damn.... eye was teary....
Bloody touching tamil song was being played..
that made it worst....
Had to distract my mind immediately..
Crazy ar???
People will be thinking wad happed to this girl...
and worse, i was sitting right at the back...

crazy lar....
And i seriously miss my grandma...
I miss her SO SO SO SO much.....

Winnie brought baby tomato's to class...
Ate and ate...
Mr.S said raw lady finger is good for memory...
But i like it fried with SALT... yummy yummy
Guess no other class eats in CLASS like the SEPT intake...

Mr. S said my CW is good..
Haha...
But Mr. P said i lack of many points...
Neway i still gotta do changes and add more words to make it better....
HAVE TO.....

***************
I know your sis will be okay.. so why worry???
He will be there for you.. Have faith in him... =)

Monday, March 8, 2010

I JUST LOVE GOOD SMELLING PEOPLE

I'm a student who takes bus to college and back home everyday.
Just imagine having to stand near someone who stinks during my trip back from college around 6pm when all the office people will want to rush home for dinner with their beautiful family and all of a sudden someone who stinks so badly stands beside you.

Guess that guy should really get a bottle of  Adidas action 3 deodorant anti-transpirant to avoid everyone in the bus from closing their nose and trying to squeeze themselves to another end so that they smell something nice instead of this smelly "eeeewwwww" guy.

I've got a guy friend who uses Adidas and he definitely smells great... and i surely LOVE GOOD SMELLING PEOPLE because they just smell good and it makes you want to keep sniffing on them.

smell nice = confidence



Project Alpha Season 2 is presented by Adidas Action 3 and supported by P1 and MAS

Beauty

What does beauty mean to you??
Does it mean that, the more ICI cat( make up) the more beautiful you are??
The more you go to the beauty center, the more beautiful you are??
The more product you buy and keep at home, the more beautiful you are?

What does it really mean to everyone out there???

To me, beautiful is natural..
Being yourself...
Nice attitude...

Beauty is not all about your face and a sexy body..

Make up is only for people who are very hardworking..
They get up 2 hours before their PLAN and start the make up session..

Just because people don't apply make up, does not mean that they are ugly.. they are just LAZY...

I noticed one thing..
Anyone who start putting make up everyday, they cannot survive a day without it...
and they definitely look so OUT when there is no make up on their face...

So now tell me, who is the real beauty??
The ones with make up??
Or the one's who's face is natural???

BUT, being girls, please do put make up once in awhile to WOW your men...
He will definitely feel like he just got to know you and it's good for your relationship....

All a men want is a girlfriend...
Even if you are already a wife..
please do not treat him like a husband..
because all he want is a girlfriend to have some fun once in a while..

And to all men... we girls want a boyfriend..
a companion.... not a husband to control us..

Sunday, March 7, 2010

hot sunday

Good to the morning....
Yeah..still morning...
15 minutes to afternoon....

I'm thinking to go for a hair treatment..
My hair sucks..
All thanks to the chlorine in the swimming pool water..

But whats the point if I'm going for swimming again later in the evening right??
The good thing about my aunt's place is, the swimming pool in in the east..
so there won't be any sun shining on you starting from 3pm..
but you will surely see the different color on your body once you get out from the pool....
Why?? I dunno lar.. go ask people who know..
And if you do know, please tell me why.....

Night swim will be just fine...
People hardly can see you big fat ass...
and you don't really need to feel shy....

Oh yeah, my cousin sis was asking me "wah, now daring to use sleeveless ar...
(swimming suit the sleeveless kind)
" last time if give you use sleeveless, you sit in the car dowan to get down"...
Haha... I wonder why ar???
I also dunno lar...
was a thin and sexy girl when i was a kid...
But i was so shy...
Now fat also not shy...

It's okay.. people change....
Now is the time to get thin and enjoy..
can't be getting fat anymore..

The weather is so hot
Please drink lots and lots of water...
Take the dehydration salt if needed..
Vitamin C to boost you immune system...
Haha...

I wanna go swimming now,
but I'm scared to get dark...
next time my house's swimming pool must be in a room... no sun...
haha

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I'm tired

Been swimming everyday...
Very good form of exercise...
Good way to forget anything and everything...
Cry also cry in the water....
No one need to know if you are crying...
RIGHT???

I hate to show the whole world i cried...
Red puffy eye...
running nose...
SUCKS...!!!!!

But i never really cried if that's what you wanna know....
I don't need to tell YOU...
I know you don't read my blog either..
So i don't care..
I can write whatever i want here...
No one's gonna tell you that..

Ikan is back...
Met up with her earlier after swimming for almost 2 hour while waiting for my cousin and her son....
Naughty boy..
but he is a good boy at certain moments...
Piggied him in the water because he keep coming behind me wanting to be piggied...

I'm so tired...
My night sleep's are the best...
All i do is jump on my bed and DOZE off immediately..

gotta start on my Finance assignment soon
Cannot be doing all the budgeted cash flow,balance sheet, income statement assumptions last minute...
I might just fail the paper if i do that last minute...
Even my lecturer is kinda annoyed with the course coordinator..

Guess i shall call it a night...
So tired...

Nites everyone...

He doesn't love me.. =(

He doesn’t love me; when we hold hands, it is too devoid of feelings.
When we hug, it is not close enough.
He doesn’t love me; he is not serious when talking to me
When he is silent, it is too grave.
I know he doesn’t love me,
His eyes have already divulged what is in his heart.
I have seen through his heart, and there is someone else lurking in the shadows.
He has not forgotten as much as he believes.
I’ve seen through his heart, and all it harbours are the moments he shared with her
He doesn’t love me, but even so – he still stole my heart.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Every beggining has an ending

I've been hiding from reality all this while.. Stupid of me right??
Guess i've got the guts now.. After so long?? Months?? YEAH...
Now is the time...
Can't wait any longer..
This is the only way to express my own feeling...
Can't be telling it to anyone...
Why publish it??? MY BLOG.... okay???
Satisfied with my answer?? MY BLOG
**************


For the past few months, things been changing... Tell me about it...
Without you days were not that good.. But we still kept in touch, we are still friends right??
I know there's something wrong, but you refuse to tell me...
And i don't wanna force you...
You seem miserable which makes me feel miserable too..


But guess, it's time to let go..
You think that I don't know the reason..
But i guess, I'm clever enough to know... (which i THINK i am very sure of what the problem is)
You seem to distance yourself, but we still talked...


Loving someone is easy...
Like i said LOVE IS SIMPLE and EASY...
But Hating someone you LOVE is hard...
Please do not distance yourself from love...


I will not hate you if you tell me the reason...
And i am very sure you will find happiness if you can tell me the truth...


Being a third party in a relationship sucks...
Though i know i am NOT the third party, but it feels like it...
So F the feeling OKAY....


I'm just gonna throw the feeling away...
Say whatever you want, i believe in my own instinct...
I never go wrong... Never went wrong in the 1st place


If GOING away means happiness to you, i will say go ahead...
Do not wait for anything...
Waiting does not help..
It kills....
It's hard to fall out when you fall hard


There's no point keeping a heart which is not meant for you..
Right???


I'm not angry... just a little sad.. Yeah...
Don;t ask me why...
I will surely be okay.. Nothing will stop me from being okay...
Someone gotta get hurt, I'm willing to be the ONE..
I'm one tough person...
That's for sure....
Suicide will NEVER by my choice..
Not my cup of tea lar.... =P


Go ahead.. I'll be fine...
Blessings for YOU....=)

************
It seriously feels better after writign this.
I don't care about what others think because happiness is what ALL of us are looking for...


Be sure to take care of each other.. =)






Thursday, March 4, 2010

What would you do??

What will you do if i tell you I'm dying in 1 month time??
Or maybe 1 day time..
Or maybe anytime soon??

What will you tell me?
Will you tell me that you wish we were closer?
Will you tell me you wish we could be friends (if we weren't)
Will you tell me that you hated me when i hurt you??
Will you tell me that you missed me when i did not message you??

Will you take me out and just tell me that "i am happy because you are my friend"??
Will you tell me a joke to make me laugh before my time is up??
What will you do??

_________________
We never know what's gonna happen tomorrow...
We wish we knew, but that will never happen..
So why be sad today....
I'm happy that no matter how sad or happy i am, i know the next minute I'll always tell myself that, everything will be for a reason....

If i ever hurt, or try to hurt anyone, PLease for god sake...
Forgive me...
I do not mean to hurt anyone..
Maybe the way i approach things is different from others..

To me life is easy..
If I'm sad, I'll do something to take it off my mind...

My new way of forgetting all this bullshyts in life is SWIMMING...
And i love swimming....It's fun... tiring and then you doze off to sleep.. =)

****
You sound so so so terrible...
I've no idea why...
You sound so hurt....
But i hope you are okay...

Hate it

Damn, i hate being blamed...
And the best part is I'm being blame about something which was NOT MY DECISION...
Oh my..
Just feel like shouting.. and just avoiding the person...

It so hard..
I can only express myself here..
I cant even say anything..
I feel like shouting...
Throwing all the hatred words..
ON THE FACE..
but i can't do it...
Can i??
I wish i could...

Sometime i wonder if i can RUN away from this...
I got a choice..
I'm just not running...
It might change everything...

Oh my....GOD...
Enough of being blamed...

I did not choose for you to ignore....
You made the decision..
DON'T FUCKING BLAME ME... YOU MADE THAT DECISION

I did not choose for the other person's reaction...
That person choosed it....
WHY BLAME ME???

Enough... i really feel like shouting and just crying and just dying....
come on....
My easy life is disturbed now...
I kinda hate it now...
HATE IT TO THE MAX

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm half way there

Yeah... Assignment again...
I'm there..
I'm almost there..
I think as long as my word count reaches 2700 words, then i'm safe....
3000 +- .......

All i wanna do now is just remember your words..
Nothing can fail me except for myself..
Yeah....
Thank you so much...
you were always there for me no matter what happens..
You will always be in my heart...
No one can ever take your place....

No matter where you are, what you are doing..
I just wanna say that, I miss you...
And i hope you are fine....
You will be fine...
I know that.....
Because i know there is someone who will be there for you....
I'll be strong....

*******
Thank you for your good thoughts....

The worst thing

The worst thing any human can do to another human is to add pressure to the person's existing pressure...

I'm fine with exam and assignment pressure. but not HUMAN pressure...
I hate human pressure...
How annoying can that human be when they add to my existing GOOD pressure...
Damn it....
Leave me alone...
Let me finish my thing..
Don't come near me...
I just wan to finish my assignment and exams and lead my life...
Give me a break please.....

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Opssss

Oppssss.... I did it again...
I know it was accidentally done...
But it is still not forgivable..

Tell me, what will you do when a guy keeps telling you he likes you..
But you don't wanna take another step forward..
And all you wanna do is keep the friendship...

He doesn't mind keeping the friendship, but he want to be with you....
TELL ME.....

Mr.S keep mentioning my name in class..
And he keep asking me questions that i don't know how to answer...
Did not give him my CW today..
will give him on Thursday...

Feel like skipping class...
College mates said they wanna go Karaoke on Thursday...
I'M GOING....
I wanna go and enjoy...
Just wanna enjoy and forget other things....

And G, you are just what i need now..
I mean the company...
Enjoy and enjoy....
No need to worry about anything else....

*****
I know its all wrong..
But then it seems to be so RIGHT...

Click Click =)