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Friday, December 31, 2010

Last Note

This might be my last post for this year...
It's 12.15 am/ 31st December 2010.....
I am sitting right in front of my lappie playing my usual games on facebook and downloading offline games from the internet...
I'm a pretty lame person currently.. (at this very moment) because i am too free..
I hope my 2011 will be filled up with work loads.. traveling.. money.. happy moments...

I definitely haven't mentioned anything about my Betong and Hat Yai trip...
I wonder if tarot reading is TRUE... But most of what was said was kinda true..
So I'm gonna let go of everything and start a new in 2011..
May everything good come my way...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!!!!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Happy Winter Solstice

Happy Winter Solstice...Dong Zhi Kuai Le... Gou Dong..
On this day, we shall all do TONG YUEN




Me n My younger sister was LAME enough to do all this lame shape...
She even tried doing a RING which PUTUS when i wanted to put into the hot boiling water...

She tried doing SHYT too...
Haha....
Tong Yuen was suppose to be round only...
But, Like i said.. we were TOO LAME....

Tonight mum decided to do STEAMBOAT again since i said i wanted steamboat..
Hehe...
Love love....

I rather mum do steamboat than to cook many many dishes....
Because she gotta work, where got enough time to cook..
Where-else steamboat is so easy.... 

Next is Christmas...
Then I'm Flying...
Then New Year...
Then Thaipusam..
Then Chinese New Year....

Happy Happy...
Oh, did i forget my Anniversary and Valentine after that??

Monday, December 20, 2010

Merry Christ Mass...!!!

5 more days to Christmas...
Went shopping last week with my sis and boyfriend...
He insisted that we have a Christmas tree...
He even wanted us to buy the Christmas songs which i said NO, because we can always download for free..
We are exchanging gifts and eating & Drinking....
Cheers to Jesus for giving ur Christmas..
Because if it was not for him, we won't have Christmas right??

When we ask most people, why do we celebrate Christmas, they always say because it's Jesus Birthday.. But does any1 here, on EARTH buy him a cake and blow the candle on behalf of him??
Nope..
Me neither...

But since it's a world wide celebration thingy...
Thanks to JESUS...
MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!!!












 So Merry Christmas Every1...
Cheers....

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Monday, December 13, 2010

Unlucky day...

arrrgghhhhhhh.....
Trust me, i was very calm even after knowing my things were missing..
No sight of discomfort until just now...

My purse is missing...
Damn who ever who took it...
TAKE ALL THE MONEY LAR..
but please at least return all my cards back to me...

The hassle I've got to go through now is MADNESS....
Gotta re-do I/C and License..
Had to call and report about my debit cards..
NO I/C, no license..no cash cards... no Touch n Go...
All my loyalty cards for shopping is GONE..

What is so wrong with Malaysians??
Why can't u be kind enough to return my card to the information counter immediately after taking all the cash???
It's simple okay....
Faster take the purse, masuk tandas, empty my cash and then go to the information counter and say " SAYA JUMPA INI ATAS LANTAI" and just move on....

I will be happy, and so will you..
You get ur cash, i get my cards....
Win Win situation...
I dunit to run to the I/C department..
Dunit go to the JPJ department...

SCREW YOU ...!!!!  for not returning my things immediately...
Even humans in Betong are better than you stupid MALAYSIAN THIEF'S

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Fong Lye (gardens)

Last Thursday Me, Winnie, Wing & Uncle aka YZ was supposed to go for karaoke but because Winnie was sick, she did not join us..
So we ended up buying tickets for Rapunzel...
We had 1 hour ideal so we decided to go to Fong Lye..

Fong Lye is a Taiwanese restaurant that is located in Garden's Midvalley...
It's in the 3rd floor heading towards Robinson's.
They played this F4 song again & again..
Love love...
I was so greedy that I wanted to order all on the snack list.. (1st page)


 Iced Lime Juice
RM 6.30...
I loved it so much...

 Uncle's apple yogurt....
RM7.30...
He don't drink people's saliva and he dun like people to HAVE his saliva..
 
Wing's Pineapple snow mountain
Rm 8.30...
It's okay when it's down my throat, but the moment it enters my mouth and lies on my tongue, I can taste the strong taste of the milk... 
I don't like....

 Uncle's Taiwan Glutinous Rice Sausage
RM9.30..
The sausage i ordered and this is so different..

 Taiwan Coconut Milk Toast
RM4.30..
The bread was nicely toasted..
But the taste of COCONUT was too strong.. Just like drinking santan..
but Uncle and wing loved it...

 My My My Fried Rice W/Rice Wine
RM12.80..
Although it was the most expensive food we all had (there is more expensive food in the menu), it was THE BEST food lar.. the taste was GREAT,, sedap giler...
Wing finished it for me.. it was too much.. I was too full...
Uncle said it was NICE too..

 Sweet Potato Ball..
RM5.30..
Trust me.. I think you can get better taste potato balls in Petaling Street..
The center of THESE balls were empty.. But the chewy part was okay..

 Baked Sausage..
RM 6.30...
YUM YUM...
I dunno since when i started liking Taiwan sausage... and this is GOOD...

Taiwan Deep Fried Chicken
RM 9.30..
This is the normal kinda fried chicken which we can get in pasar malam..
Nice.. I finished the fried leaf up there...
We couldn't finish it and packed it up...
Haha.. Never waste food...

The service was fast and the waiters & waitress are very friendly...
Will definitely go back to try the rest of the menu....

*** it was only based on my taste bud.. others may vary

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Sonnet 18

Do you still remember this poem???
It starts with Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
And ends with So long as men can breath, or eyes can see, 
                      So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
My god, we were forced by my english teacher to remember the whole poem to be tested in class in order to prepare for SPM...
And I will not forget if sum1 mentions it 1st line & the last, because it's the easiest to remember..

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, 
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometimes declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.
         So long as men can breath, or eyes can see,
         So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

William Shakespeare
**Re-write from the Selected Poems & Short Stories FORM 4

Friday, December 3, 2010

Rapunzel~~~~

Wohooo...
Watched Rapunzel at last...
My bf is a bad guy because he didn't want to take me to watch that CARTOON movie in the cinema..
Bad bf...

Went with Uncle & Wing to watch it yesterday...
Uncle is BAD too....
He lied to me one after another....
And me being naive (not really that naive, just that i trust people easily) believe his every word...

Yesterday after fetching me (i was the first that he fetched), was suppose to fetch Winnie, so i was like "why is he using jalan kuching instead of jalan ipoh" thought asked him, "eh, we not fetching Winnie??" he answered me "No, winnie said she is not feeling well (which was true) and Wing said she's not coming either"...
DANG.. My next reaction/expression and question was "HAR... BU HUI BA (cannot be right??)"..
There.... He lied again.. and was testing my reaction...
Because knowing uncle, he will cancel if it's only with one person...

He said my reaction was SO BIG..
OF course lar...
He is not my bf...
We are not attracted to each other..
It feels so weird if only both of us going out...

After fetching Wing & reaching MV..
The car park signboard was filled with RED color MEANING no parking...
WHAT ON EARTH??? why all full???
No exhibition.. No event.. NOTHING..

But we were lucky enough to secure a parking lot for us..
Many cars waiting on left & right...

Uncle was so shy to watch Rapunzel..
WHAT ON EARTH again...
But he said he enjoyed the show...
& OMG Wing & Uncle have never heard about this story before...
I guess they never read kiddo's story books...

Wished i watched the 3D version.. 

( half song only)

Check this out for full version..

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Win Win in ACTION

My dearest MiMi passed away in August...
But she is still in our heart....

Win Win was never allowed into our house because of MiMi...
MiMi is a very jealous female dog...
She never liked any other dog...
Did I mention that she almost killed a black dog in her younger age...??
Guess she would be 3 x 7=21 years old when she did that...
She pushed another dog into a very deep drain..
Pity the dog....

So now, Win Win have been staying with us since her dad (my sister's bf) is working and he dun really have time to take care of her...
keeping this playful dog lonely is a sin...
Unlike my MiMi.. she always had our attention because no matter how, there will be sum1 at home....
And MiMi grown up alone without us really playing and giving her FULL attention..
So keeping her alone and going for vacation was never a problem for us...
But with Win Win... OMG.. trust me..
She can drive you crazy...
Gotta wipe her every time she poo and pee..

Loves treats so much.. Just like my MiMi..
Guess dogs just loves treats because they taste better than their dog biscuits...
My MiMi was a very lucky dog because she eats everything excepts for chocolate...
This WinWin NO WAY.. strict order from my sis...
So everytime she see's us with food, she lookes at you with her PITY face...
SO CUTE....
When ever i go to my mum's office, i;ll bring her along...
Everyone loves her... and says that she looks like a DOLL..

Look at the video....
video

Win Win struggling to open it..
ended up biting holes in it...
Win Win doing lion dance...


The end result of her doings...

Holes...

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Graduated...



Yeah yeah...
I've graduated....
20th of November 2010..

I'm planning for a holiday in December...
Hatyai... What say you??
Will everything be alright???

Booking the flights now.. yeah.... 

Monday, November 22, 2010

Bukit Tinggi

There is this temple that is built on the mountain in Bukit Tinggi..
To walk up is a nightmare...
Never ever....

Dad's been building this Bhrama Temple up there with Vishnu, Sivan & Sri (men) Narayanan..
And there is this kind hearted boss who is so willingly pouring out all the money to build it...
The temple up there is a mixture of the Indian & Chinese gods..

from a small temple which is surrounded with big2 tree(it looked like a forest temple), now they cleared up the sides and back of the temple to make it bigger...
Currently the Chinese and Indian gods are sharing the place...
But soon they will get their own house....

Last Sunday we did the Agni Ommum...
I can see how the Indian priest was smiling as in thinking why lar so many people putting things into the hole...
Because dad wanted everyone to get the good energy and made sure everyone gets a share to do something..

Everyone was happy..

There is a river right infront of the temple...
Can bath there...

One of the priest was telling my dad (after all the ceremony ended) that he & another priest saw ganapathy god blessing the place when they were doing the ceremony...
Got 2 gods to give number...
Want 4D?? go and see them..

Friday, November 19, 2010

Birthday again...

My whole day was spent in a karaoke room in gardens...
I've got too many November babies in my list...
27 humans on my FB are all November humans...
1 sister & 2 close girlfriends.. 
1 on the 16th.. IKAN....!!!!!!
The other on the 21st... WING...!!!!!

On Tuesday, friends called me out for shopping cum dinner...
Reached Pavilion around 7pm and Winnie decided that we should go for Sushi Zanmai in Fahrenheit 88 where Uniqlo from Japan is situated...

After finishing our food, we decided to leave the place around 9 something and Uncle paid the bill...
No idea why I even agreed because it was always me who will swipe if it comes to a big amount.. (i want points lar.. hehe )
Went to the washroom and came out and they were counting on who to pay how much...
I pun selamba lar.. take and calculated how much I ate....
Gave uncle the money and he said, "you wait"...
The only thought I had was uncle got no small change...

Then wing asked me to do calculation for her...
There.... I knew it...
They already planed to pay for my share for dinner..
Hehe...
THANK YOU SO MUCH...!!!!!
1 year once I get free dinner...
Good right.. hehe...


Today was Wing's turn to have free food....
We went to Redbox Karaoke gardens...
We bought her 1 slice of Pavlova from Alexis...
This photo was taken on Uncle's birthday.... 
Pavlova is the 1 with lots of Strawberry
RM300++++ for all 7 of us....
Inclusive of...
1 buffet breakfast...
1 set lunch..
1 lunch buffet...
2 cups of drinks...

Happy Happy....
We sang from 11am till 6pm...
I think the last 1 hour was the happiest because we were singing all kind of love songs for 2 humans...
You know who you are OKAY...!!!!
No need for me to announce here...
NOT GOOD... Image gone... hehe

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Someone asked me, why have I been posting so little lately...
I'm too free that I dunno what to write...
I'm too busy and I dun have the time to write...
I'm free when I'm free, I'm busy when i'm busy..
I'm being LAME again...
So long since I ever mentioned that I'm LAME here...

Birthday was BAD...
I cried....

The reason I cried was because of a cloth called SAREE...
Screw that long cloth okay...
Somehow I still looked good in it...
Many people said I look beautiful in it..
Hehe....

Okay... "flashback*
Went over my aunty's place at 5pm because we were suppose to be in the temple at 7.30pm...
I told my sis I've got a feeling that I'll be irritated/upset with the way this aunty of mine that is going to tie for me will tie in a way that I DISLIKE...
true enough.. my face was long, but i tried to smile...
my sis got the wrong person to tie...
If it was my other aunt, i guess I'll would have let her handle the tying because she can read my face if I like it or not...& she's the Saree tying professional person..
She would have made me happy, but nah...
Came home with an upset face....

Mum tied her own Saree perfectly but wasn't good when she was tying for us...
Arrrggghhhh.... that immediately made me cry...
I even begged my mum that i dun't wanna go to the temple...
It was a force thingy...
My dad took the role of the god's dad.. (Murugan's wife [his wedding])
So just imagine the committee members already told us MUST USE SAREE...

The worst part was when my aunt (the 1 who tied) said to my sis " you people acting like everyone is going to look at you people"....
That sentence pissed me off...
I wanted to reply back, YES... but decided to shut up, dun wanna start a fight with her...

In this life, I hate going to 2 temple's (around my area) because every1 knows us and they watch us closely...
Want do anything also must be-careful...

But boyfriend made my day.. He surprised me...
He said he was going to be out station.. LIAR...
He appeared in the temple...
Have you seen god's movie's???
They suddenly appear in front of you??? yeah.. like that...

The moment I saw him, I was like " Jie, see behind... why is he here??"
Haha.... My bro and younger sis knew about his plan...
Selamba only my younger sis main sms beside me and i did not notice (she sms's 24/7)

My present... 
Bf sent delivery to my mum's office..
My sister's reaction looking at the guy when he came in was funny....

Friday, November 12, 2010

It's MY birthday...

It's my it's my birthday....
Woohoo....
I'm officially 23....
Another 3 years for me to wait to get married...
Hehe....
OMG, do i sound so desperate to get married???
YES I AM...

I'm waiting to get the wedding proposal...
Damn....
It's okay....

So got my 1st birthday present today morning..
It was a sent over surprised gift from my bf...
With three RED balloon..
I love....

Will be home whole day until 7 later...
Won't be going out with friends..
All working...

Will be going to temple...
FIRST TIME in SAREE...
OMG....
I'm so shy...
hehe...

Thank you BF..
Love you...

SPECIAL thanks to my mummy for giving birth to me...
23 years back you were in labor just to give birth to me...
The pain that you suffered can never be re-paid....
Gave my mummy a big fat kiss and 2 angpau...
1 for mummy & 1 for daddy....
I love you....

Thank you to all my friends who wished me...
Thank you so much.. =)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Kuantan- 2nd Night

We had SEAFOOD BBQ the night before...
No photo's were taken because all were busy eating...
For the very 1st time, i had seafood BBQ..
My idea of BBQ is hotdog, nugget, chicken wing, bacon, potato...
But instead of all the above, we had, fish, sotong, small lobsters, sotong kering BBQ...
Before going back to the house for dinner, me, Uncle, Wing, Janny and Winnie went to the nearby supermarket to get a Thank You gift..
Ended up buying YOMEISHU and a CARD...


Photo taken after BBQ..with Mr. Xu
That night we slept early..
the original plan was to get MR. Xu to take us out, but he himself had no idea on where to take us to...
Me & Winnie slept happily since we had 2 single bed to ourselves..no sharing tonight...=)

Monday, October 25, 2010

Kuantan- 1st Morning

I couldn't sleep whole night...
I guess it is all because of new environment..
The other reason cold be because Me & Wing had to share 1 single bed and wing occupied 3/4 of the bed..
All the was left for me as a small floor and 1/4 of the bed... sad me.. hehe... (I still can laugh although I'm sad)

I remember listening to Winnie stretching at 6 in the morning and all i did was ask her to move down...
She regretted, but decided to let me to sleep on the bed.. (she and piano had the queen size bed all to themselves)...

Orange had to be bad... she offed the air-cond.. it's either i sleep with fan or air-cond, no such thing as NONE...

Was figuring out the fan switch in the dark, and i kept listening to "tit.. tit.. tit".. Air-cond sound so i thought i was pressing on the correct switch.. mana tau in the morning Orange told me the IT WAS HER PRESSING ON THE AIR-COND REMOTE CONTROL.. SUI YE....

Orange got up early to prepare breakfast and was cutting on fruits for the night...

Orange 
wing, orange, piano.. me & Winnie

wing...
Me with orange's star...

We had nothing else to do....

Breakfast for the day... I loved the FRIED IKAN MASIN
Winnie..

Piano mimic-ing orange...

ugly fishes that we were feeding in "wan fo dian"

Carp fishes.. NO FEEDING

Funny us... Janny, winnie,piano,wing,me,uncle,heong & Orange

Too sunny



After eating breakfast.. we headed out in 2 cars.. uncle and Orange's car.. i did not drive because of not enough sleep... trust me.. i was kinda tired the whole day.. but with so many funny jokes and funny pose.. i wasn't as tired as i thought i'll be..

We made few stops... just to see little parts of the beach..
Went to the turtle sanctuary.. consider it right beside club med....
No way of getting into the resort.. Got guards....

Turtle sanctuary was FREE...


Went in to see big and baby turtles...
Then went to the beach to take photo's....
At last went back to the house for BBQ..

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Duh..





It's not easy to keep what we want, because what we want, everyone else want's a piece of it...
I hate sharing and i don't wanna share....
Somethings in life is not meant to be shared..
NO WAY...!!!!
I'm not sharing what is mine....

Go and find yours.. don't come and take mine...
I know it's to hard to resist my thing, but IT'S NOT YOURS..

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Kuantan - 1st Night

Been making plans to go to Kuantan since May (after exam), but all of us have been busy with getting a job..
Some even have to do closing on Saturdays...
Some cannot apply for leave....

Last Weekend was the best.. Every1 was FREE....
We left KL at 9pm on Friday...
Was supposed to leave at 8 pm but we had to wait for HEONG because he was late..
Was discussing on who should sit in whose car.. how to put the luggage..
I drove my Kelisa while Uncle LEE drove his Kancil...
Just imagine 7 people with 7 luggage... Had to cramp all the bag's into the SMALL Luggage compartment...
I had wing and Winnie in my car.. the other 3 (Janny, Heong and Gan) got into Uncle's car...

The empty passenger space was filled with wing's rubbish.. food's, sweets and her smelly blanket...
Whole journey was filled with laughter and noise from both of them..
Only reached Kuantan at 12.30 in the morning...

Miss Tan aka Orange was so nice to welcome us at the bus stop near her house..
She took us for fried noodles...
She insisted in paying for us...
Were so full....
Went to Teluk Cempedak after that...
There were so many people there....
1.30 am and the beach was lighted up... many people walking and talking...
McDonalds and KFC there was 24 hour.. (we din masuk)....

Janny, Heong, Winnie, Me, Wing, Gan & Uncle Lee
After walking and walking on the beach.. taking picture and making fun of each other...
We decided to head home to Orange's house...
We only reach her house around 3 in the morning...
Time to just take a fast shower and sleep since we were at the beach and was sticky because of the sea wind..
Night Night....
But I couldn't sleep whole night.. =(

Monday, October 18, 2010

I'm BACK...!!

Woohoo...
I missed my bed so much..
Was back from Kuantan last night...
Had to drive up and down....

Was happy.. But i did miss my bf too..
Asked him to follow,but he was kinda busy...
Hehe....
Had a very funny + nice + happy +weird dream...
I dreamt that i was getting married..
Woohoo.... I just can't wait to get married...

I sound so desperate....
What to do...
Im a girl mar...
Wanna get married mar...
Hehe.....

Still feeling tired....
Blog will be updated tomorrow...
Using my lappie...
wahahaha...
Nights every1...

I miss you sweetheart...
Muacks...

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Ding Dong Bell

It's the wedding bell ringing again...
My cousin sister got married today..
The ceremony was today morning...
Tired tired...

The groom side's BROTHERS were so active all of a sudden...
Pushing to get in... (we closed the door)...
My younger cousin sister was suppose to make them play games...
They drank Soy Sauce and ate Wasabi Biscuits..
Since they did not have enough time, they skipped the eating of Taiwanese HotDog...
It was spicy but I LOVE IT...
Yum Yum..
Hehe... i finished it... and had to grab a glass of water immediately...
Lagi Makan Lagi Pedas....

But Yum Yums...
So Delicious.. Superb....

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Writing lesser & lesser....
Time is my enemy....

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Starry Love

In life we tend to take things for granted...
Do you agree with me??

We take our parents for granted..
Take their love for granted...
When they do things for us, we tell that they are good..
When they say NO, just for 1 thing, we say they are bad. they don't love us..

We do that to our siblings too..
To our other half too...
TO GOD TOO....

Life is all about ourselves...
Have we/ have you ever think about others??




When you are alone, who do you think of??
Don't you want someone to be with you??
Then why do we blame other??
Why do we always push away people who care for us??
Why???

Trust me, i can come up with all the nonsense about life..
How we are suppose to lead or life..
How we are suppose to live life...
But i never follow it...
WHY???
BECAUSE I'M A NORMAL HUMAN..
Normal human only talk.. hardly follow...

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How do you like the idea of being called sister-in-law???

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Stary Stary Night



Just got up from my very nice sleep....
I slept yesterday afternoon, and continued my sleep last night after coming back from dinner...
God....
Is it possible if you don't give us shocking news early in the morning??
Is it possible if you try to keep some gap in between tears??
Can't be crying day after day...

Went for a funeral in Terrenganu on Wednesday because my NENEK passed away due to liver failure..
Such a nice person....
I think good people die earlier right??
So guess i won't be dying anytime soon because I'M BAD..
Hehe...

Yesterday was another funeral...
Ikan, stay strong OKAY..???
I'll always be there for you....

I tried to hold my tears..
But there was no way i could, because seeing Ikan cry made me feel the pain..
Losing someone dear/close to you....
Losing a nice man....
Yeah, because funeral always makes me think back of my grandmother..
The rituals and prayers we did for her..
The sadness we felt when she was gone..
And reading the words (follow the priest) makes me even more sad...

Ikan, I know you are sad that you did not get to see him before things happen,
But remember all the moments you shared with him??
It was happy moments right??
So keep that in mind that Appa loves you and you love him...
We will always remember him....
That's for sure....
Now we gotta move on...
OKAY??

Love all you can...
Eat all you can..
Pray all you can...

Never regret anything...
Say what you gotta say today so that you will not regret tomorrow..
Life is short..
So why fight???

I love you.....
I love my dad...
I love my mum
I love my sisters...
I love my brother..
I love my boyfriend..
I love my relatives...
I love my friends....

Although sometimes, we might have hurt others...
But that does not mean we are enemies...
Learn to forgive and forget...
Life will be better....

Before my time's up.. Before i see god...
If i have hurt anyone in the life...
I'm sorry....

I may not see you anymore..
I may not hear from you anymore..
I may not..... not....
So i might as well just say sorry so that i clear of my karma debt's now and not bring it forward into my next life...
A life if hatred and sadness will only bring misery...
And i'm taking that easy step now...

May god bless everyone... =)....

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Star Bright

I don't wanna start my post with SO,but i'm always so tempted to do so...

MiMi passed away on the 31st of August...
It's gonna be 1 month soon...
And i still do miss her...
Everyone of us at home still miss her..

1 week after she was gone, there was this TWO puppies that came around my mum's office..
Awww.. so cute....
But i'll never want to take it back home.. Because i don't like the color of it..
Brown...stray dog brown.. not poodle brown...

We gave names to both of them...
One of it had a PINK (reddish) nose, so we called her XIAO HONG (small red)..
The other 1 had a BLACK nose, so we called her XIAO HEI (small black)..
They we so small when they came 3 weeks back...

This 2 smart puppies, decided to use my mum's office staircase as their house to sleep at night...
They are so cute and naughty....

Everytime i give them food, i had to give them in TWO portions.. or the other 1 will start barking...
I remember the 1st time i gave them food was NASI LEMAK..
Haha.. but i definitely took the SAMBAL AWAY..
I don't wanna them makan and then start running for water....
Buy banana cake also must make sure I buy two piece...

Another time, i went to Nando's and i couldn't finish my food, because i ordered the starter plate..
So i decided to pack it up, because i hate wasting food..
I made sure i asked for two box instead of 1, knowing that the 2 will start barking when either 1 of them is munching on the food...
So cute... they play with each other.. sleep on each other... bite on each other..

But now, i pity XIAO HEI... XIAO HONG has already been adopted by an indian guy...
Mum was telling us that this indian guy came up to her and ask if he could take the dog home?
Mum said ok and told him to take both...but he refused..
That guy had a hard time catching XIAO HONG...
He managed to catch her when he cornered her near my mum's office door...

XIAO HEI is all alone by herself now...
She sleeps alone.. she eats alone..
Hai... pity her....
I just hope someone can come and adopt her too...

Mum said no to dogs at home now..
She don't wanna go through the same thing again...
My neighbour told me to take it home too, but seriously taking care of a dog is no joke...

I rather the dog be at the office than at home..
At least when i go to the office, i can just buy some food and give the dog..
My neighbour feeds her too..
So no issues about food..
Soon, the only problem for XIAO HEI is, she's gonna be so BIG and she will not get to crawl into my mum's office staircase...

Gotta pray that she'll get her own place soon...
They love my mum's staircase, because got carpet..
Haha...

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My laptop is under surgery now...
Waiting to recover....
Therefore no photo's of doggy...

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Star light

It's nice to know some people will never forget you...
No matter you are far away or near..
No matter how or where life take you to...
And it's always nice to know that you are always thinking of me..

Everything's gonna come to an end..
I mean the days where I go out and eat, and watch movie and do LAZY people thingy...
Gonna start work soon..
Yeah.. pretty soon..

Haven't been blogging like how i used to...
All my post are quite boring and lame..
Just like me...
I've been quite lazy these days..
All I care is about my cafe world...
Because there is a dead line for every catering order...
I wan 3 star rating, so that explains why i care for my cafe world more than anything else....

Been busy every night...
And ironing cloths makes me feel so hot...
Wish my hall got aircond...
Can't be taking the ironing board into my room...

Wanna buy more cloths and heels soon...
Lucky flu is gone 70%..
I hope i recover soon....
6 days of being sick is MADNESS...
6 days of not being able to breath using my nose 24 hour sucks..
6 days of sounding like a sick idiot makes me go crazy...
6 days of using tissue to hurt my nose is TERRIBLE....

Gonna talk to god now..
Buh Bye....
I FEEL YOU... =)
I SAW YOU..=)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Bless me

BORED + FLU + HEADACHE + HUNGRY = SHARMINII MANAN

I feel like puling out my nose...
Because i feel so so so pity for my nose...
I blow and blow my nose until it became so dry and now, the skin on my nose is peeling off..
DAMN... my nose gonna look so ugly...
Gotta keep applying lotion on my nose...

Going out with my friends in a while..
Oh yeah.. this means that i can get a present for my bf...
The secret present..
Hehe...
Past 2 years birthday present haven't been a surprised ones because i took him along to get his presents..
But this year's present will be.. hehe
Not gonna tell what I'm gonna buy...
The sad thing is his birthday is on MONDAY...
GOD.. had you to play this FOOL on me??
But it's okay...

My sis booked him for this Saturday...
Early birthday dinner...
Have no idea where we are going yet...
My sis said she wanna belanja...
Good lar... All this while he belanja...
Haha...

I'm so gonna faint...
But i still wanna go out...
I'm still in love with mickey and guess what bf bought for me for mooncake festival??
NOT tanglung...
But MICKEY & MINNIE moon cake...
hehe... i love Mickey and Minnie and always will....

I think my 1st destination for a good holiday will be Disneyland... (im such a baby).. Yeah yeah yeah...
=).. =)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Employed..!!!

To start of with, I would like to congratulate my BF * clap clap clap*
He's employed...
A future auditor to be...

He's finally, officially employed by PWC..
Erm... he always told me to call it in FULL since i'm not an employer there..
But WHO CARES..
haha...* smilez ear to ear...*
He'll be starting work soon...
And I'm gonna sit at home and miss him and find a job that suits ME...
After 3 interviews with the director of assurance, they called him the other morning to tell him to go over for a discussion..
Drove him over and had to wait lar...

That missy up there told him that he got the job and wanted him to start with immediate effect but bf said he needs some time to consider...
Some how that missy insisted and he also took up the offer and signed it...
I'm so so so happy....
wahahahaha... WHY???
No idea lar..
or i think it's because he got what he wanted...
And all the time's I told MR. up there to make sure he gets what he wants..
So good lar...


But I'm a little sad also because that missy told him that he might need to fly overseas with a senior manager at the end of the year to audit a subsidiary company...
WHAT on earth??
Just start work and must fly???

So after all that, we went for lunch together with that missy...
Yeah... i was like a big idiot.. lost in my own world because all i was hearing was audit IAS..
IAS this IAS that.. IAS 11 then IAS 18..WHAT ON EARTH??
Looks like this is all crazy mad people stuff...
I'll leave all this IAS to him...
No IAS for me please....
Gonna go shopping for office cloth's soon...
Hehe.....

Congratulation's....
Big feast soon... =)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya..!!

Love raya songs...
The musics are just so lovely.. especially the old ones...







I love the green Nuffnang used for their home page..


SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL... & happy holiday.. =)
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Was in the temple this past 2 days...
Yeah..Vinayagar Charturthi..(guess my spelling changes every time)
just imagine pooja after pooja's done...
stand & stand..
My feet hurts..
but it's okay..
worth the stand since it's for god.. =)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Play till it hurts

MiMi is still around the house..
We can all still hear and feel her....
I heard the sound of her struggling to get up..
My mum hears her wagging tail..
My dad feel's her rubbing on his feet (she always does that/manja with my dad)
My sis feels her sitting beside the god's table...
My bro hears her breathing sound....
I guess she just doesn't know where to go..
She never gets out of the house..
Or maybe she just decided to stay with us because she misses us too much...
There's no reason for us to pack food home..
There's no reason to keep left over food...

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Sunday morning all 6 of us went to Sunway Lagoon Waterpark...
The four of us, with Both the boyfriends...
Was suppose to meet up at 8.30 am but the 4 of us were late..
The boyfriends arrived on time and had to wait...
Went in 1 car...

Went to Mamak around my place for breakfast...
Bro cleverly ordered 2 Tosai and couldn't finish it..
And we did pack it up. but not for MiMi.. (she's not gonna eat.. )
We packed it for the birds or any other animal who's around that mamak area...
Instead of wasting it, give animal to eat lar...

Reached Sunway Lagoon parking around 10 something....
It was so empty.. there was no queue to buy the ticket...

We had so much fun...
Boyfriend was making all of us laugh so much...
And we had a little show to watch in the sand beach..
Haha... The lifeguard was enjoying his show from up....

Tried all the slide in the water park...
None was left out...
Tried everything in the dry park too, except rides that go 360 degree... and the Lost Gold (train)..

Boyfriend played the TOY game and won a DEVIL hairband..

The best part was, there was this white monkey which was in the cage in the wild life park, and it was playing with my boyfriend...
Hand to hand.. tried to lick his hand but couldn't because it was a glass door...
Haha... it did not want to play with others...
So cute..

And we noticed that a monkey's palm is just like ours..
With lines and fingers just like ours..

I'm burned...
My face hurts...
My cheeks are red...
Gotta apply cream again and again..
I hope the skin don't peel off and make me look ugly...

Went to Pulau Carey for dinner...
I wouldn't say all the dishes was good, but the assam sotong and LAI LIU HA (prawn) was good..
We had crab too...
Per person had to pay rm 22...
Consider cheap...

At the end of the day we were all so happy...
All went home and slept like a pig...
So tired...

Now my body hurts so much..
From my neck till my toes....
Arrgghhhh.....
But we had maximum fun...

Damage for the day...
RM 420 Entrance fee (60 refundable)
RM 30 Double tube (15 refundable)
RM 131 Dinner
RM 19 Breakfast
RM 40 Lunch (fried rice & mee with water)
RM 9  Chicken popcorn
RM 20 Locker
RM 32 Sunblock
RM 30 Souvenir
RM 12 Token games

Happy happy happy....

Friday, September 3, 2010

Lonely Morning

My mornings are now so lonely...
What is used to do every morning (i think i should say afternoon.. WHICHEVER) is to wake up and look at my lovely MiMi lying down on the floor...
And then i'll call XIAO MiMi... Just to get her attention...
Her name is MiMi.. but i added the Xiao (mad) because she goes crazy for cheese.. My favourite too..
And there is no way she will not look or follow me if i ever go to the fridge...

So for this past 2 days.. I haven't been calling her name..
There is no way i'm gonna be XIAO SHARMINII...
I don't wanna be mad..
But i constantly look down the table to find NO MiMi...

So coming back to what i used to do every morning when i wake up is call her name..
then when she looks at me, i'll ask how is she..????
She'll be wagging her tail to which, means I'M FINE...

And then I'll go to the washroom to wash up myself and do my necessary things which will take me 1 hour...
She'll be down the table when i get into the bathroom and will be in front of my room door when i come out...
WHY???
Because she knows that when i come out, it is TREATS and PILL's time...
Yeah.. i'll sit beside her and talk to her and show her my monkey face when she give me the "BLAH" look...
Haha... like... " HAHA... FEED ME MORE... FEED ME MORE"...

And then she'll go back to her routine.. sleeping in the morning.. chassing the birds when they come down to eat... haha... that's my MiMi...
That's what she loves to do....

Before her condition got serious, she used to chase all the birds away.. because she gets jealous when my dad feeds the birds....
She was no more active when her wound started becoming bigger and bigger...
Guess it was too pain for her to even walk...

She used to jump when i feed her cheese...
She used to bite the heart shape biscuits which is as big as a 50 cent..
but no more during her last 1 month period...
I had to break it into smaller piece, and she never sits to eat but sleep and eat...

I think 2 week before she passed away, there was this 1 midnight when i was going to sleep, she made so much of noise..
I was so scared that she might leave us the next morning..
All i did was sit with her and talked to her...
And she kept quiet for the rest of the night....
I immediately Googled on the symptoms of dogs dying..
I was very scared...
I cried talking to her....

The feeling now is like I've lost my 13th year old sister...
Although she's a dog, but she stayed long enough to be my sister...
Yeah... my dad used to pack food and say "this is for my daughter at home"... "my youngest sister/daughter"...
Instead of treating her like a real dog, we treated her like a human.. she ate whatever we ate.. Except for chocolates and salty food....
She used to sit with us and watch tv once in a while..
She licked clean the durian seed..
She eats orange... She even barked when we did not give her...

Around May (before my operation), i bought fried rice and couldn't finish it...
It was in the plastic and all i did was hold the plastic and she was showing her teeth, so scared that i'll take the rice away from her... so all i did was only squat beside her with my legs on the plastic while she ate the rice (the plastic was moving so i wanted to hold it for her)....

Last month when my parents went out for holiday, i bought her TAI PAU (big pau), and hold onto her food and she did not show any teeth but munched on her food....

Hai.... I miss her so much....
Writing all this MiMi post only make me miss her more and cry...
But why i am writing this is to make sure i never forget about her..
I don't wanna forget about her...
I will never forget about her..
But i wanna write down memories about her..
I wanna keep these memories written...

Guess this MiMi post will be going on day after day until i run out of things to write about her...
And I Miss you more today... because while writing this, i hear sound that sounds like what you always do..
And i know it's my imagination because you are now with god and they are taking good care of you...
Be with them, don't come down...

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

wishing on a shooting star

I cried today morning..
When i woke up in the morning, the 1st thing i saw was an empty floor.. No MiMi..
I went to the toilet and did my business and came out, i saw down the table and there was no MiMi...
No point looking into the kitchen because i will never see her there too...
I know, i was being silly...
I know, she has left us..
I know.. I know..
But I'm already missing her..

Went to the open crematorium.. (where we burnt her)...
It rained yesterday.. i dunno if half of her ash has been blown away or washed away...
But we saw few of her bones there.. and there was still ashes of hers there...
There was her arm bone.. a little here and there of her bones..

Her ashes was let go at the sea..
I know she is in good hands now...
She dunnit to suffer..
She dunnit to feel pain...
She dunnit to struggle to get up to eat, drink, pee and shit...

MiMi...Rest In Peace...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

You belong with me

MiMi my sweetheart has left us today morning..
She survived breast cancer for 8 months and now she is gone...
Last night i slept around 1 am and when i called her, she did not want to look at me..
I called her twice...
But knowing she is always tired and sleeping, i did not bother to call her again..
I saw her still breathing.. so I just left it...


Went to sleep like normal and there at 8 am.. Mum opened my room door and dashed in...
The only thought i had was, she's calling my sis to get up to go to work( she was on holiday and was sleeping)
Damn...All my mum said was " wake up, MiMi died"....
OMG.. the only feeling i had was "DAMN"....
I really did not expect her to leave me just like that...
I came running out and there, she was dead in front of my room next to the toilet...
She died in a very good position....
She was starting to get cold when i touched her...
Thank you to MiMi's good soul and god...
She choosed morning and she choosed a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...


I've got no idea why when i got up at 6 am to visit the washroom, i did not glance at her because that is what i normally do...
I will on the light just to see if she is breathing o not...


I hate it.. I hate it...
I hate it that there is no more XIAO MIMI for me to call out when i get up from my sleep...
There is no MiMi for me to look out for....
I used to look for her either infront of my toilet, down the table or in the kitchen...
But no more....
No matter where i find, i will never see her...
Can you see her wound?? (on her tummy where her breast is)

31st August will forever be remember as MiMi's day....
MiMi trying to Manja with my bro (he took the shot)

Only last week, I went shopping to buy her treats..
And i think i bought more than 6 packets...
The pills and treats that was not consumed was thrown away...
This is how she looked like when she died.. but with her eye half close and tongue out


We cremated her...
Took her to the crematorium... 
Did all the rituals and things for her...
I could not take it seeing her get burnt...
We did it the traditional way...
Where they put the woods and burn...

** No photo's was taken when she died

MiMi... My 13 year old dog...
I love you...!!!!
You will be missed badly....

Dad said no dogs allowed in the house for a year...
Understandable... Her soul will be around...

Tomorrow going to take her ash to let go in the sea...
MiMi, I know you've never gone out of the house... (no where far from the house)
So please do not get lost on your way.. follow your heart and go to god..
They will take care of you....

Knowing that i will never see you anymore makes me cry....
I LOVE YOU...!!!! I MISS YOU...!!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

MR.B

Mr.B.. you better watch out...
I will punch you if you talk too much...
I will pinch you if you talk too much...
I will slap you if you talk too much...
I might even send you to hell if you talk too much....

Haha...B, i love you too much.. you are the best, honest friend on earth...
I will never trade you with anyone one.....
Having you as my friend is the best thing on earth...

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GOD,
can you tell me what have you got in hand for me???

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Watching shows which i will never watch..
but i'm still watching..
Don't ask me why....
Maybe it's nice, maybe it's not nice..
Maybe it's stupid, Maybe it's not...
Maybe it's because of you, maybe it's not...

But all i can say is, i'm watching it because i wanna watch...
No1 can force me to do things which i don't want....

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Just squeezed some orange juice and my hand feel so "water rough"....
Hate it hate it.....
Just cleaned the kitchen.... worst still...
But i think i'm starting to like the idea of becoming a housewife...
haha.. but with a maid....

Monday, August 16, 2010

Unwanted Leave

Unwanted leave's by god makes me feel so bored...
My days are either spent on the bed until late afternoon, then get up and have some mushroom oats..
Then sit in my mums office until 7pm.. eat dinner and then is gods time and move time and sleep time..
Or My bf wakes me up around 10 or 11 and force me to wake up and the rest of the day is spent with him either going out for movie or lepaking together in my mum's office...
How bored can this be??

Holidays are currently a no no because of certain reasons...

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My granduncle was declared dead on Thursday morning...
So we had to attend his funeral on Thursday & Friday night...
It was a Christian Funeral....
This is the 1st time i'm going for a Christian funeral..
All they did on both the nights is talk...
His son had to give a speech...

Just imagine, parents pass away and you gotta sit down to write a speech (i saw him holding a paper)
So being me, just sit and hear lar..
I respect this Christian people..
They hardly cried...

The body left the house on Saturday morning...
Just when they were taking the coffin out...
My eyes started tearing...
Because it reminded me of my grandma and my uncle's funeral...
I hate having this feelings...
I hate the feeling of losing people i care and love in my life..
And the worst is, i know i will never see them anymore.. NEVER...

We got on the bus after walking behind the coffin until the guard house...
Went all the way to the Christian Memorial Park in Semenyih...
It took us 2 hour to reach there and 1/2 hour to finish all the ceremony there..
The family members were very strong...
Although they had tears in their eyes, but it did not flow out...

Unlike the Indians and Chinese..
I remember crying the moment my dad called and told us about my grandma...
And i remember crying the moment she left the house and got to the crematorium for cremation...
Same goes to when my brother called to inform us about my uncle...
Only me and my younger sis was at home.. and the moment my brother told, i started tearing... Couldn't answer my sis immediately...

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I like the way the pastor said....
Don't cry if someone dies...
To us, it is a lost.. but to the person who dies. it is a gain.. Because they see Jesus and Jesus will take care of them....

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When something is taken away from you, there must be a reason...
Just say IT IS OKAY and continue to live...

Crying it part of the process....
So just cry and let it out...

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MiMi... I know you are is serious pain.. but we are not gonna take your life away...
It is not for us to choose your  fate...
Stay strong...
God has his plans for you..
And we will always love you...

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Unexplainable tears

Being able to have food on my table everyday is my happiness..
Like i said, i live to eat.. i don't eat to live..

Bf skipped lunch today so he was very hungry when it was dinner time... he called me and said he want's to go to this specific shop in Lebuh Ampang for dinner...
Me being a good gf definitely took him to where he wants..
So today was his choice and when we reached there.. the shop was so crowded that i asked him to get down 1st to get a place to sit while i go and park the car...

After parking and entering the shop.. Bf was already eating... WTH... didn't even wait for me...
The best part was there was a small boy sitting and eating with him on the suppose to be MY CHAIR..
I can be good and cruel at times.. but i am very patient...
I was thinking to myself who on earth is that boy...
So what i did was walk over, sat beside him and asked him who the boy was...
He said the boy approached him asking for RM2 just to buy bread because he was very hungry... Then instead of just giving him RM2, bf decided to ask the boy to follow him into the shop to have dinner together... Just when he told me that, Me being a sensitive, very emotional human started wetting my eyes.. (not my face).. Haha.. eh, makan shop lar.. mana boleh cry...

After eating, bf took the boy to the nearby 7-11 and got him few buns and dutch lady milk...
The boy stays somewhere there and according to the boy, his mother comes home late...

My bf too good right???
So i should be lucky to have him...

Got into the car, i asked my bf why he did that??? Why he bought him dinner instead of just giving him RM 2 and finish it off there...
He said, "I'm having food everyday on the table..at least knowing that the kuchi rat will have food tomorrow morning makes me feel good and i can sleep peacefully tonight"

Now tell me.. how can i not tear??
Knowing that i will not have to suffer for food tomorrow just like that boy... and knowing that my bf is a good MAN... and has this humanitarian feeling makes me feel GREAT...
At least i know i got the best bf..

Thursday, August 12, 2010

MiMi my sweetheart

MiMi is my house dog...
She's been with us since I was 10.. and now i am 23...
So 13 years...
And now her breast cancer is confirmed ..

One of her breast BURST ady.. got a big hole....
Her blood is dripping all around the house
But, MiMi is good enough to lick away all her blood....

She refuse to follow us... Because last time she used to follow us everywhere we walk to...
Now all she do is lie down.. and lick her wound...

No bandage.. nothing...
Her bone is not straight.. it is slanting towards the left because she is always sleeping on one side..
Her wound is on her right/...


Sometime when i sit with her and talk to her, my tears starts building up..
Hai.... January till now August...8 months and she is still trying her best to be strong...
She cries every night....


Her eye is red at times...
Yesterday around 5.45 morning, she got trapped under the table...
Was making so much of noise and had to wake me up..
I was wondering what she was looking at and barking (since it is the hantu month(Chinese calender))... and my mum came out and ask her.. and moved the table away..
Haha... My mum's daughter lar... She feeds her everyday...


MiMi used to show her teeth if we hold her food (in the attempt of trying to take her food away), but last Saturday when my parents was not at home, I was holding her food in the plastic and she gladly ate without making noise..


She only walks when she wants to pee, shit or eat...
Other than that, she will never move....


MiMi.... I really love her....
I wish she can live longer and longer...

Best shot of MiMi....

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We never know what will happen tomorrow....
Throw away what you hate....
Be happy today....

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Mum's uncle pass away today because of accident...
He was a healthy man yesterday..
Today he is gone....
Do good, think good.. be good....
May he Rest in Peace...

waiting, waiting and still waiting

I miss my bed....
Got up soooo early today....

Just imagine 3 days in a row I gotta wait....
Being a driver is bad....
Waiting for my bf...
yeah....
Even now, I am still waiting for him to finish his interview...

Assessment's after assessment's...
All this big companies expect you to be GOOD in IQ and EQ...
and i'm proud of my bf...
He seem to be doing good in all...

2nd interview, the manager said he did GOOD...
And he passed the TEST...
Bf said it was damn hard....

So looks like the manager has already approved him.. but waiting for his boss to say yes too....

Lets see what he tells me later when i meet him....

Looks like if all 3 company say yes to him, he will be having headache then...
Haha...

Nvm lar...
He will be clever enough to do the correct decision...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Daddy/ Mummy my LOVE

Daddy/Mummy,
For all the times you hold my hand.. THANK YOU
For all the times you love me.. THANK YOU
For all the times you taught me how to read ABC.. THANK YOU
For all the times you send and fetch me home.. THANK YOU
For all the times you tell me what is right and wrong.. THANK YOU
For all the times you stand in front of me when I've got problem... THANK YOU
For all the times you say "it's okay, life goes on".. THANK YOU...

There is so many thank you to be said.... But dad & mum, I'm your daughter and i will fight with you like how a daughter will... and i will hold your hands like how i always do.. because you are my GREAT daddy/ mummy...

HOW A CHILD THINKS ABOUT HIS/HER FATHER AT DIFFERENT AGES:-

At 4 years
My daddy is great.

At 6 years
My daddy knows everybody.

At 10 Years
My daddy is good but is short tempered.

At 12 Years
My daddy was very nice to me when I was young.

At 14 Years
My daddy is getting fastidious.

A! t 16 Years
My daddy is not in line with the current times.

At 18 Years
My daddy is becoming increasingly cranky.

At 20 Years
Oh! Its becoming difficult to tolerate daddy. Wonder how Mother puts up with him.

At 25 Years
Daddy is objecting to everything.

At 30 Years
It's becoming difficult to manage my son. I was so scared of my father when I was young.

At 40 Years
Daddy brought me up with so much discipline. Even I should do the same.

At 45 Years
I am baffled as to how my daddy brought us up.

At 50 Years
My daddy faced so many hardships to bring us up. I am unable to manage A Single son. 

At 55 Years
My daddy was so far sighted and planned so many things for us. He is ONE OF HIS KIND and UNIQUE.

At 60 Years
MY DADDY IS GREAT.

THUS, it took 56 years to complete the cycle and come back to the 1st stage. 
Realize the true value of your parents before it's too late...


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My say - taken and re-wrote from daddy's e-mail...

Click Click =)