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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Rain rain go away....

In case if any1 wants to know how tiny my blue tooth is...
The below picture shows how tiny it is on my laptop....

The reason why i took the photo's of this MAHJONG is to show how TINY it is....
There is two kinda mahjong....
1 is called MAHJONG (the Chinese 1...)
the other one is called RAMI...(numbers.. like the one's you are seeing in the photo's..)
The normal size mahjong (right) the tiny mahjong(left)..
Half way of the game...
I normally play full time MAHJONG during chinese new year...
The only time to gamble RM0.20... =)....
Win = extra money... Lose = never mind....

Today went out with IKAN...
Her main motive was to buy her Law book's from MINERVA...
My main idea of going out was to teman her and then go to IMBI to buy laptop bag.. she sambil2 to buy ink....

I was taking picture of myself when she was in MINERVA....
Presenting to you.....
My ugly Photo's......



This doggie was accompanying me in the car while Ikan was in the book store...

Then went to IMBI plaza.... It was kinda JAM... Biasaler... Saturday...
Bought the bag i WANTED...Black color.. RM 49.00 only....
Cheap.....My sister had the one in chocolate color... so i had to take black...

Bought a PINK mouse....
my stupid coca-cola mouse was giving problem.. double clicking by itself...

Went to time square after that... IT WAS RAINING...
Lucky i brought umbrella...
I never leave the house without an umbrella...

Was arguing about what to eat... That Ikan doesn't want to give any suggestion...
Went to nando's in low yat but there was no one serving... not enough waiters...
We walked out and decided to go to NIRVANA's in Bangsar....

We were lucky that we found a parking ear the roadside...
This is what we ATE....until we were so full.....
Tofu RM 1.00
Chicken varuval... RM 4.00
Pepper chicken RM 4.00
Total for dinner was RM 21.50

Ikan trying to avoid the camera...
Had to smile because i told her it was going to be in my BLOG....
wakakakka


Conclusion.... Had fun with ikan.....
Ate until very full....

Friday, October 30, 2009

Never....

I promise never to hide anything from my bf....

Meet my bf for lunch just now...
Omg... he can really know I've been hiding things from him....

Neway he caught me last Tuesday...
all of a sudden when we were eating he told me.. "you better not hide anything from me.."...
Being an idiot, i defended myself by saying "no.. I'm not hiding anything.."...

I know sometimes i do catch him hiding from me and i make sure he tells me..
He knew something was wrong but he did not pester me...

Earlier, i could not take it anymore after he told me.. "you better make sure you are not hiding anything from me.."....

I had to speak out... i had to tell him.....
And after telling him all..
tears started forming...

I guess it was tears of love.. haha... so dramatic...
He knew something was wrong..
He din pester me to tell him...
After telling him.. he wasn't angry....
he only said.. "don't hide anything from me anymore..."

When he saw my tears he even told me he would buy ice-cream for me...
OMG... i was a kid suddenly... my bf wanted to buy ice-cream for me when i cry....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....
I can't believe i hide things from him...
I did not want to hide anything from him...
I was scared about how was he going to react if i told him the truth....

I don't remember how many SORRY's i told him....
Hai..... I'M VERY SORRY SAYANG....
I'm never gonna hide anything from you anymore...

Bf told me he's gonna take me out for food on my birthday and he was smiling suspiciously..
Wonder what's he up to... I know half of the plan.. but the other half of the plan he wants to keep it a secret...

I'M SO SO SORRY FOR HIDING.....
THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING....
I LOVE YOU...MD..!!!!!!!!!!

:-)................

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Happy time's fly faster...

At last... i bought a new blue tooth... its very tiny.. it cost me RM 26..
but nevermind.. Pestered my bf to walk with me to find for the blue tooth and lucky there was a computer shop in JUSCO

Went for THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE (TTTW) yesterday...
I find the movie GOOD... but nothing beats P.S. I LOVE YOU i cried from THE VERY BEGINNING TO THE END...
TTTW was funny at the beginning and was touching at the end...
borrowed my bf's shoulder, had tears in my eye but i forced myself to NOT cry..
=).. never like crying in cinema's...
Would have cried if i was at home.. =P...
Wouldn't mind watching it again.. but NOT in the cinema...

After TTTW, watched MJ's THIS IS IT (TII)...
I find it OKAY...
songs were good, movements were good..
but lacking on the way the movie was taken..(the shots)

The following photo is IKAN eating sushi...
The balls in the bowl is TAKOYAKI...
Food that we ordered...
NOPE... i made the order... half of it is in the stomach already


The two left over's which we were arguing on who to each which one...
Was very very full...

The pile of plates after finishing our LUNCH...
it came to RM 40 ++...
More expensive than when i go with my bf...



The two dog photo's were taken outside of my house...
bith the dog was under on of the cars in my house...
A paserby took the dog out because scared we might kill it when we reverse the car....
Both are female dogs... bitches... haha....

The about 1 got a love at the back.. *see see*....very playful.. lie to jump around alot...
The other 1 is more brownish... dislike people touching it....

Dad as gone for another business trip...
so I'm free until Sunday....
hehe.. I'm a bad daughter.... I admit it...
But daddy loves me... SO WHO CARES if I am a bad daughter....
I don't kill... wakakakka.....

I'm mad... Bf says it all the time... R U MAD???
Was suppose to write this post last night but the internet was giving me problem...

My birthday in 2 weeks time... so is WING's birthday after mine...
Mine is 12, wing's is 21... terbalik only... and it's very easy to remember each others I/C number too....

College mates were planning on going to lookout point and they were calculating min between 12 and 21 to choose which date to go...

Boyfriend bought an early present because i WANTED it so badly....
will write that in another post....

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Till You see Stary starY night...

I was suppose to write a post about Sunday.. Halloween shopping with my bf....

Errmm... was supose to stay at home initially but bf had to ask me out...
How can i ever say no to him??

Drove all the way to his place to fetch him and went to 1Utama for movie..
Pre-booked the tickets....
WE NEVER GO AND LINE UP ON SATUDAYS/SUNDAYS...
Neither do we line up on normal days... =)

Was lucky enough to get parking without going round and round...

Took the tickets (adhavaan...the new tamil movie) and went to walk around...
Saw that ground floor had this Halloween display thingies...
It was kinda nice the way they decorated with the pumpkins...

I wonder why is pumpkin associated with halloween...???
Is there a story behind it???
Can someone share the story with me??

Saw some nice things... like the spider where you hang it on the wall and you clap or snap your finger and it will come buzzing down and go up back???
Understand??? DOn't understand nevermind...=)

Then this pumpkin lightning...
We asked for the price and decided to buy it after the movie.. can't be holding the plastics while watching...

Movie was kinda good.. was laughing and i think there was a part where it was a little touching...Distracted my mind a little while there... I'm an emo person.. =P

Then went to eat Chillies.... (I did not take any of the food's picture...Was almost finishing when i thought about it) RM 70++ just for a meal...

Then went back to ground floor to buy.. RM 30 for the spider and RM29.9 for the lightning...
WANTED TO TAKE PHOTO... bf said "i'll take the photo for you".... He lied... till now he not yet take... tomorrow when i see him he going to kena from me....

Hehe.....

Was very fresh when i got up today morning....

Last night dad made me, big sis and bro drink TODI... (indian arak..i think so)
Was playing PSP after drinking.. felt okay at first... after 5 minute i asked bro "wei, my face got red??"
his replied was "got lar.. your cheek a little"....
After 10 minute he looked at me and started laughing.. rupa2nya my face damn red already....

I made my youger sis take picture of my red face....
Showed my friends today and they were like "wow... damn red ler..."

Morning Class Mr S(lecturer) did not check on HW.. but he gave us homework today asking us to come back and do...
Consolidated income statement... TOO EASY... did it when break time... asked him answer when he asked "got any question"... haha... he said "Since you do already, wan extra HW??"...
OF COURSE NO lar.....who will want extra HW....

Hehe....

We had free cambell mushroom soup in SEGI today..
Went to take during 2nd class break time...
Cold day with HOT soup... so nice....

Tomorrow will be a better day.....

LADIES...!!!!!!!!!!

Ladies... please take care!

New theft technique.Just received this latest theft technique used by robbers. It seems feasible so take heed.

Warning for all the ladies out there; and men please inform your significant other. (And, hey, it could happen to the guys!)

The Latest Scam: Robbing Females using the restroom/'ladies' /bathroom at a Shopping Mall... ...

The way the scam works is,
a man slips into a women's rest room and sneaks into a unit. He waits until there is only one woman in the restroom in a neighbouring unit/stall.

The criminal then stands on the toilet seat and
points a hand gun into the next unit/stall, demanding the woman's valuables. After getting her cash and jewellery, he demands that she remove all of her clothing and kick them out of the unit/stall. The thief tosses the clothing into a shopping bag, hangs an 'out of order sign' on the restroom door outside, and slips back into the mall. The 'out of order sign' ensures no one will soon come to the woman's rescue. It usually takes an hour or two for the woman to work up the nerve to leave the rest room in the nude, giving the criminal ample time to make his get away. The woman is left naked humiliated in a mall full of strangers.

The best defence, say police, is to
never go into a shopping mall restroom alone, as only women who are by themselves are targeted.

PLEASE FORWARD THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.


This has so far been a nearly perfect crime, as none of the perpetrators have been caught.

Don't let this happen to another woman
.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I Sooooo wanna...

I Soooo wanna write a post about me going shopping with ikan and ate sushi together last saturday but i DON'T have my blue tooth here for me to post the photo's of her eating SUSHi....aaarrrggghhhh..

Nevermind.. will post the picture in another post when i find my bluetooth OR maybe buy a new one SOON....
My bf is damn lazy to take me to go and buy...
Fine.. i'm lazy myself...
But NO... I am not... I don't have a car at home to drive to buy that bloody bluetooth...

Okay lets start my story with no pictures...

Was suppose to go out on Friday but couldn't as to dad said must go to temple that night and ikan was busy the whole morning...
That Firday night whe i was talkign to my bf, ikan had to send me two message to ask me about wanting to go out the next mornign or not...
Did not have a handsfree to reply her instantly .. (on the phone love talking mar..)
She sent next message "wei.. you sleeping ar??"...
haha.. NO IKAN... (i know you started reading my blog) I was on the phone....

So in the next message she told me " call me at 9 2molo morning and i'll see if i got car o not, then we go out k??"... my reply was 'OKAY".....

I put my alarm and was playing PSP until 4 in the morning... haha...
Just before i went to sleep I offed my alarm... (was thinking if ikan don't call me the next morning i can continue my sleep) (i know you will be thinking i am an idiot friend)

But NO.... Ikan remembered our date... She called me around 9 ++ a little...and said.. she got the car will be in my place at 10.....
haha.... run into the toilet to get ready....

She was here SHARP 10am....
Drove all the way to MIDVALLEY....
Me wanted to go shopping for cloths and IF CAN watch that MEETBALL movie..
She wanted to buy wallet and BIG BIG pencil box... (soon to be lawyer.. need to use many2 marker pens to study)
haha.....

We went to Harvey Norman 1st....
I bought a pink earphone....with diamonds at the side....

The we went to carrefour.... bought NOTHING there....
Next was JUSCO.. went to see the purse, nothing nice...
i bought 6 t-shirts 2 short... hehe.... different colors....
spent RM 150++ there...

Walked all the way to TEDDY TALES... Ikan was looking at her pencil box... purse...
said NO and we walked out....
Then went to BONITA... Ikan bought chain...
Then back to TEDDY TALES again... she bought the pencil box... kinda tiger skin look....

We walked into miss DUNO WAD.... (the one which sells all pink)
then the 1 oposite BONITA...
went to NOSE....

I forgot how many shops we walked into without buying anything...
haha.... Was fun... No1 2 bising.. "haiyoh faster LAH"....

Afterthat we went to the car to put our bags and went to the 3rd floor to buy ticket...
WE were int he line but did not buy any tickets at the end...

It's either the hal was full, or only left the front rows...
NO WAY I'm sitting int he front rows...

The last movie i watched with ikan and my bf was Marley and ME and Slumdog Millionair..
2 movie in a day..... and ikan crying when we watched MARLEY AND ME...
hehe....

Since we coudn't get tickets for movie.. we went for SUSHI....
IKAN 1ST TIME EATING SUSHI.....

I did all the orders... got prawn.. sotong,tuna, egg mayo... Prawn roll also got....

So i gave her to makan...made sure she tried all... she din't like the sotong...
but twas okay with the rest..
woohoo...
i know she don't really like it.. but at least she tried...
NOT like someone... hehe..... belum makan say dowan.. but was forced by me...

After SUSHI meet up with my bf in umarani for TEA... haha...
ikan and him as usual was with their SUDDEN slang for CERTAIN word...
hehe...

that's it for saturday....

Hate tomolo's class... got HW to do.. like small kid only.. lecturer will check homework...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Cried in a WEDDING...

A grandma made my eye teary....

Okay.. it wasn't a real HUMAN wedding to be exact..
It was Saturday....(what i did that morning will be in a another post..)
So that night i went for this MURUGAN's (GOD) wedding...
He marries his wife EVERY YEAR....

I went to temple because dad ask us to go..
We the girls.. me, small sis, and mum had to take the "tatte".. (dulang/big plate in Tamil)
(Indian wedding will have... got sweets... cakes...)
So i took for one of the girl side...
and after doing that, i went and have a seat at the end..near the 1 step higher end where all the old woman and man's sat on a CHAIR...

Then all of a sudden this old lady tap my shoulder and ask me in Tamil " your grandmother still alive or dead...?" (i wonder how come people put that dead word in a sentence... why not just ask "is your grandmother still alive?"

My answer was kinda short "passed away in January.."....

I had to turn my head and tilt my head up as to tears was starting to form in my eye...
aaaarrrrggghhhh....
Why must she ask????
She just reminded me of my grandma.....

My sis asked me why am i crying... haha....
I told her.. and had to grab a tissue FAST to wipe or the tears would have flowed down my face...

The food was great... no 'PULI SOORU" (sour rice).... but got briyani rice.. and vege meats...
Nicey nicey.....

The youth members had to tease me with PULI SORRU as to the night before i went behind them to get PULI SORRU ONLY....

That's all for that night....

Will update soon about my early birthday present.. and my date with ikan-sushi..shopping (Saturday)...Halloween shopping with my bf...(Sunday)

Friday, October 23, 2009

Dance when you can..

Life was always great...
Nowadays life is no more great...
3RD year is not easy.....
3 HARD assignments are already in my hand and i have not started anything...

I notice my latest post are all about this assignments thing...
and it's preety boring to keep going on and on about tis assigment...

Mr. vicky was telling my class yesterday that he will e having compatition between 3 classes...
the UOG accouting classes(untuk orang ganas) and this leader girl picked me and Yzhen to join the presentation thing....

I used to talk infront of crowd when i was in F5.. but no more after that....

Last week i talked in front of the class and was trembling a little...
NO i wasnt trembling.. just couldnt read out my words properly..
haha... was it a sign of scared???
Maybe.. Maybe not....

Ask me to talk rubbish I CAN...
ask me to talk about studies... I DIE...
haha....

But i think i'll do my best no matter what's it for....

THINK IT AS YOU ARE DOING THE PRESENTATION TO KEEP YOUR JOB...
(mr. vicky's line)

Yesterday, it was raining after class.... {Must be the work of "9 wong ye" (nine god thingy )}
knowing my bf needed test pad..
He smsed me 4 time ler.. plus class me sumore...PPl having discussion mar....
Aku jalan sampai POPULAR which was kinda far under the umbrella...
got my jeans wet... HATE walking with a heavy wet jeans....

I need to get myself a bluetooth.. my old 1 missing d...
and i can't put in any photo's for my blog...
benci benci....

Today woke up saw my nice, still long nail on my POINTING finger..
I went to the toliet.. did all my JOB there and came out looking at my nail AND i found IT WAS MISSING....
No idea when my nail putus...
no sign of it leaving me....

Sad sad....

Nvm.. will grow it again... not like tak pernah putus pun.. haha...

So i'll be going for PIZZA after this.. woohoo....
i've been wanting to eat pizza for the last 3 weeks...
hehe.....

ciauzzz

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Is the glass half full or half empty??

The title of this post is a sentence i picked out 4rm my assignment title...
It some shyt gotta do with DIAGEO....Guinness... Johnnie Walker... Smirnoff...
Guess people who drink will know all this brands...
And all i know was guinness... "hak kau" black dog... haha

I only got to know that black label, blue label.. and all the rainbow color label was JOHNNIE WALKER when i asked my bf if he knew this johnnie walker brand thingy... and when he said black label and some other color, then only i knew what kinda drink it was...

SO THIS SHOWS THAT I'M A GOOD GIRL WHO DON'T DRINK...
hehe...

Like i said 1st presentation was great... but i'm still very very lazy to start doing my assingment.. 2nd presentation is due in 4 weeks time...

There is this other group that will be doing the SWOT presentation on the same day and one of the group member told us to "please don't do too good a presentation"....
She told my other group member and all he did was smile only.... what else can we say???
We can't be saying "okay, just for you rite??" or "cannot.. must do better"....

Neway that 1st presentation was LUCK.... espeacially my value chain.. I really did not know if i was doing it correctly... all i had was 1 sentence for every activites...

SWOT will be much easier as to we already know about this topic long2 time ago... and all the S.W.O.T can be found in the article itself..

Hate morning classes... felt like skipping todays class but did not do so...
I wounldnt want the lecturer to call my name for the second time in this month....
Lecturer said cannot ponteng more than once in a month.... He also started discussing the CIFA/CIMA assignment....

Miss Mag gonna start brieffing us with AUDIT & ASSURANCE assignment...

ALL GOTTA HAND IN IN DECEMBER.....

WHY why WHY????
WHy is studying so hard???
Why must we go thru so many exam???

Everytime when i have exam i will bising to my mum "ma.. i don't wan to sit for exam...", "I hate exam..", "Why don't you sit for this exam for me.."...
My mum's reply will be ... "yea yea.... always say the same thing but you will pass"...

Aiyoh.. don't bising to my mum then wanna bising to who ar???

This time exam in MAY i sure die.... Normally when i'm gonna sit for exam i sure call my bf and read all my exam notes to him... before i had bf.. my sis kena... haha...
I just need someone to hear me out.... like a discussion.... haha....
Looks like my sis gotta take over my bf's job for this coming exam...
Neway it was always her JOB to hear what i read before my bf came into the picture...

Bf strugling doing his assignment now.. but that is a smart ass...
not like me.. dumb... hehe....

Having headache now... NOPE... from morning....

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Mirror

This is a true story which i want to share with everyone..
Never do things which we don't want it to happen to us.
and never do things which we don't like...

So i meet my friend online last night and we were talking random shyts until i asked her,
"hey found new bf already or not??" my question was just a question as to she broke up with her bf few months back and she kept telling me that she is envious that I've got a bf to listen to me and take me around...
S = my friend....... M=Me
Her answer was "Not yet... but i'm interested in this guy.."
Me being sibuk because i like to hear love stories....haha....
I asked her, "who is that guy ar??"...
S :"wei, i tell you but you don't think bad about me okay??"
M :"hello, you are my friend, why must i even think bad about you ar??"
S : "this guy im interested in got gf already"
M : "Hoi... you forgot what happened to you few months back?? why you doing this" i was kinda surprised because she had a bf months back, and broke up with him because he LEFT her for another girl....
S :" i know... but..."
M : "don't talk but to me k.... see here... i'm a friend and i don't want you to be a thrid party and spoil their relationship... Love cannot be controled.. but you should never ever be a third party..."
M : " remember how you used to scold that girl who took ur ex from u?? 4 letter words... 5 letter words.."
S : "yeah.. but she deserve it k"..
M : " just imagine you break their relationship... you think that girl won't curse you back like how u cursed that girl???"...

In a relationship i'll never blame either girls.. because it's the guy who choose who HE want's to be with...
but we being girls...
never ever think about having another girls man because, what if you go throught the same pain later on??? ever thought about it???

I've seen so many stories/drama's where the woman will b a thrid party in that relationship.. and when when another 3rd girl come into the story she cannot take it.... so why be a third party and make ourselves sad???

STUPID...

Neway was talking so long to her and she eventually realized that she don't want to be a thrid party.... she does not want to hurt the other girl as to she was once hurt by the same situation....
It might be karma... Karma want to test her....
Haha.. i like it best when she said... "lucky you knock some sense into my blody stupid brainy love head... if not i'll be doing mistake which will hurt me at the end of the day...."

Loving is something that we CANNOT stop...
But IS THAT WHAT WE WANT????
We are here for a nice vacation... why make ourselves SAD???

NEVER DO WHAT WE DON'T LIKE....
NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH CAN HURT US BACK...

What are friends for????
We are not here to JUDGE anyone....
just to help each other...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

BANKRUPT....!!!!

Ohhhh Myyyy Gooddddd.....
One of my bank account is only left with RM 4.41.....
aarrrggghhhhhh....

I am suku to bankrupt......
Okay.. I'm over exaggerating here....
I've got cash in hand and if i put that in then I'm not bankrupt.....

I've never allowed my bank account's amount to go this low...
worse come to worse i would have at least rm 100 or maybe rm 50...
but now it's only RM 4.41....

How can i be that careless??
okay careless is not the right word...
it's suppose to be ignorant...

I normally check on my account through online banking frequently... but for this pass few days,
all i do is just swipe and forget to check on my account...
haha.....

So today i went for lunch with my BF to Alexis in Bangsar shopping center....
and the bill was... OH MY...
fine, not the first time for that amount...
but since we are trying to save our expenditure...
the amount was over....
RM 90 ++ for 2????
yea... it's true.....

Nite time went over to my uncle's place for dinner and the rest of the family members were there too....
ANGSA curry,.....
haha.... i find it just OKAY only.....
nothing very great.....

And my uncle's wife asked, "where's you man??""....
haha.. MY MAN... yea... he his now part of the family member....
And my elder sis answered her... " he also celebrating deepavali, and does special appearance only"..

Haha... he all 1 BIG SUPERSTAR....
only do special appearance.. what to do??.. he had to go to his aunties place, and sambil2 go his frens hse...

Tomorrow back to class....
I'VE GOT TO REALLY START DOING MY ASSIGNMENT...
Please give me motivation....!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Festive of lights...

So last night went to bricksfield to buy punjabi suit...
although I'm not celebrating Deepavali this year..
but i've only got 2 sets of punjabi suit....and my dad seems to be asking us to go to temple every time the temple got some important days.... ( can' t be using the same one always) the other time bought cloth to ask the woman to do, she do all size small lar... had to sedekah the baju's to my sistas
So mum said if go late, they will sell it at cheaper price...

So only left the house around 10.30....
was stuck in the jam to find parking, and lucky one car was leaving the illegal (normal days cannot park) parking space, so kita masuk je lar...
and this chinese guy in the other car was trying to be funny...
Indian blood running in us lar... so me n my sis marah lar..
haha....
The guy was lookign at us and i think he read my sis lips like scolding him, he just diam and moved his car to the other side....
wakakakkaka....
Don't play2 with this Manan family humans...
hehe.....

Went and bought 4 punjabi suit for rm 130... cheap lar....
i saw so many nice RED color suits and my dad only said.. you got so many of tis color...
aaarrggghhh.. I LOVE THE RED......
i decided next time when i start working, i'll go myself and buy..
hehe.....

So after buying, walking the whole row of shops...
went to my uncle's place...
he sell's all this god pictures... (sendiri buat one)
Near to his shop d, we saw so many ppl stading in a group, some taking pictures and claaping hands..
Me n my sis thought got some show...
then i heard ppl shouting, i said "so fast thaipusam mer..."
haha.....

But the real case was, police was catching the ppls who sell firework...

Reached home around 1 am.....
as usual, i dun sleep early, only slept at 3 in the morning....

11 o'clock sis started waking me up....
I WAN SLEEP LAR....
bf ask me to be indian for 1 day..... OIL BATH...
oi... I am an INDIAN for whole life lar.....
every year i do that oild bath itu he din comment..
this year no patty to put oil, he asking me to go bath with oil...
haha..... crazy bf... I LOVE U LAR....

Went to aunty's place and....
usually when we go to her place(grandma's place), we will only see grandad's photo.. but now, grandma's photo also beside him....
Went there and peeled a mango...
ate all by myself.....

Went to uncle's place next and ate lunch...
came home and slept after that..

Had weird weird dreams but i cannot remember any of my dreams when i got up....
I hate it when i don't remember my dreams... and worse it was some kinda bad dreams...

Went to send bro to sri sinar and was stucked in the jam for 20 minit because of police block...

the next part is my favourite.....
I WENT TO EAT SUSHI AGAIN....

Yesterday with my bf....
2day with my mum n sis....

SO happy......

It feel's like today is SUNDAY....
and all the tamil movie on TV SUCKS.....
Don't they have nice programmes to be aired on TV...

I wanna go fetch my bro d....
buh bye.....

Friday, October 16, 2009

Not the same anymore...

Deepavali is not going to be the same anymore...
and this year...
the very first time i don't have any deepavali feel....
No grandma to disturb...
no grandma to wish....
aaarrrggghhhh... my eye is so teary thinking about GRANDMA.. MY PATTY.....
I miss her so much....

I remember years back...
2 weeks before deepavali, My whole family will go over to grandma's place to do TINS of muruku...
the round one... the star one....
and my job FOREVER was to put the squeezed shape dough into the hot oil and take it out...
NO !! it was after few years of doing it only they allowed me to put into cooking oil... because scared i will spoil the soft dough....This picture was taken in 2006

Arrgghhh.. i miss that moments....
then every year we sure do open house for lunch...
My mum's side sure come... and they always look forward to eating my mum's chicken and mutton curry....

Deepavali eve we sure go over to my grandma's place to sleep for the night as to the curries will be boil throughout the night....
and my dad always make sure he buy the goat and WE the children have to do the cutting of the meat and peeling garlic, onions, ginger....

Watch tv until we sleep.....
hai... this year no grandma.. no deepavali....
I wan i wan grandma.....

I miss how i always hold her when we walk...
i miss how i quarrel with her for thing she and me dun agree...
i miss how she always scold me when we sibling quarrel a bit...
if we say anything that she don't like, she will just pout and nod her head...
i miss how she always kiss my hand o cheek when she say thank you if i do anything for her....

Last year deepavali eve she was so sick and we were all so worried... but she was okay after my dad took her to the doctor... this year.... nothing....
This quiet deepavali just make me miss her so much.....

I remember how she will give in to us....
Deepavali 4rm small we always used pavade, then when we grew up we used punjabi suit...
last few years we used t-shirt and jeans....must wash plates and help mum cook
i like how she always bising to my dad to save us from trouble...
arrrggghhhh... this stupid deepavali make me feel soo much about loosing my grandma....
i wan hug her and hold her lar......

Okay.. i think i gotta just stop here...
my tears is threatening to fall....
and my whole family is here in the hall....
they will ask byk2 if they see me...

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE.....

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Cold morning

Yesterday i slept very early....
I consider 11.30 as early okay...
because i never sleep anytime earlier that 12..

So 2day i got up at 6.45.... alarm rang at 6.15 and i add 30 mnt to it..
hehe.. wanted to sleep 30 mnts extra....
So got ready and when i was putting my notes into the bag, i felt like i was going for exam..
haha... and i made sure i check my pen drive again before leaving my house...
can't be leaving it at home and crying when lecturer says "you have only 10 minutes to prepare or I'll fail you.."
haha.. but he won't...

So my group member wanted to be the 1st to present our presentation in case of we do any mistakes, so that he won't compare our presentation with the other group..
but when he came into the class.. he was scaring us by saying "who ever present 1st will be lucky because if MISS TAN (i do not know who it is) senior lecturer comes in, then your group will DIE...
So the other group went 1st...
we also.. hai.... never mind lar...
i always believe there must be a reason if something happens....

So when they presented their presentation, it was kinda okay...
because i was kinda scared about my VALUE CHAIN analysis...
Don't even know if i did it correctly because knowing MR VICKy, he likes to ask back question and he loves the sentence "just want to share with you"...

Mr vicky asked many2 question to the other group.. and LUCKY...
i consider ourselves lucky as to MR vicky did not ask much question....
The few question that he asked, we managed to answer...
Mr vicky even said that our group have been the BEST internal analysis group....

Thanks to all the other group members... YZHEN, HEONG, WINNIE and WING... although wing is in BALI, she did contribute points before going to Bali...
Wing was missing... so called HIGH EVER.... and she'll be back today night...

When MR vicky keep saying, "im going to save some question for the next group" (my group) we were like "OH MY GOD"....

Mr vicky asked me a q.... and i was thinking for the answer and i said "wait ar"... his reply was "English no ar... only singlish got.. but never mind, we are rojak"...
haha...
Winnie kept telling me "i want to go toilet ahhh"....

I was kinda scared there too... because knowing Mr vicky, he got a lot of question to ask.. He said that INTERNAL ANALYSIS is his "paling geng punya topic" (dunno what was the word)

We survived our 1st presentation... in 5 weeks time, another presentation... SWOT analysis....

Audit & Assurance was BLOODY boring...
I did audit when i was in KB... now gotta redo the sub.... =(

After class meet up with my sweetheart....
haha.... went to have late lunch.... fine.. not lunch... tea time...
Hai.. last time Friday was off day for both.. now no more off day....

Today is big uncle's bday.. going for dinner in a while...
gonna facebook now...
2molo is friday... haha.. gotta start my assignments...
2 gonna due in December 18 & 28...

Happy deepavali to everyone in advance....
I got no deepavali this year as to my grandma passed away beginning of this year.....
Missing grandma.... 1st year deepavali without her.....

Love you sayang..... (don't laugh at me, i'll kill you)
Muacks....

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

blue sky turn grey

So for the second time i skip class... but not the same class...
hehe....
Last week was CIMA... this week... TODAY was CIFA....
and you wanna guess what???
the lecturer called my name and knew that i din;t go...
WHY of all name mine????

I skipped the morning class because i was so sleepy...
got up and saw the time was 6.29... 1 more minute for the alarm to ring...
but my mind was only 3 in the morning...
so i canceled my own class.. but class was still going on....

Afternoon class ended 15 minutes earlier... went to library and finished the slides...
and when i was presenting sendiri in front of group member... my sentence all lintang- pukang already...

Wonder how I'm going to present my slide tomorrow....

Only reached home around 7 something...
So hungry ler...
but nothing to eat....
just ate LOH MAI KAI.... mummy buy one....

My day turned grey when someone accused me for something i DIN DO.....
I paling pantang when people accuse me....

Gonna watch tv now and sleep...
MUST get up tomorrow for presentation or the others gonna kill me...
wing is in BALI.. so she escape this time's presentation....
SWOT gonna make her do all...
hehe....

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

A lie is a LIE...

A lie is a LIE....
You cannot say i lie for your good...

I can live not talking to a LIAR
i can live not seeing a LIAR
i can live not meeting a LIAR
BUT I CANNOT LIVE WITH A LIAR....

I hate liars....
It can be a white or black lie...
BUT IT'S STILL A LIE....

I hate you for lying.....
Just GET LOST because i know you are lying to me....

Monday blue... Tuesday grey...

Peolpe always say mondays are blue...
so now my tuesdays are grey....
Wednesday shall be green
Thursday should be white...
Friday is PINK
Saturday is RED
Sunday is errmmm.... yellow..
haha......

Okay, so my presentation, my part is done...
only waiting for that marketing slides...
then we are all done to present it to the whole class and wait for MR. Vicky to start bashing us with his oh so many questions.. and he love using this sentence "just to share with you"....

So there's this girl trying to add me almost 1 week back.. and i kept her pending as to she only had two friends and i do not know her....
So being me, i do not add people whom i do not know...
Just did not add, neither ignored....
I sent her a message asking "can i know who are you?"
So after dunno how long, she just messaged me back "i'm a human, any doubt?"
What a *******..... just feel like writing back, but why start a problem with someone you don't know....
Must learn this anger management thingy.....
At least give answer like, "i don't know you, but just wish to add you"... or anything which is more nicer....
Like bullshit that i do not know you are a human... if not you can't be using facebook you MONKEY.....

Mood kinda okay now, compared to morning....
Ate this "chi pau kai" (wrap chicken)
nicey nicey... (do not ask me about the picture's because after finish eating only i remembered about it.. can't be taking bone pictures)
Later gotta go for dinner pulak... mumy say she cook already...
and that day her turkey curry also i didn't eat.. waste lar... sis said it was delicious...
I dunno what to eat for dinner...
me and my bf always crack our head to think what to eat....

If anyone of you wanna watch tamil movie.. please go to .................. he got many2 tamil movie... got telugu too...

ciauz....

Dream in a DREAm...

So i had this dream in a dream....
Does anyone here get what I'm saying???

Because what i meant was.. i was sleeping and i had this dream that i was sleeping and was dreaming...
now you understand????

My heart in all in a mess now.....
I hate that dream at to it makes me feel emotionally down... sad... feel like crying....
And after that dream....
I dream that in that i was awake and talking to someone about it, and the person was talking about the same thing and i told the person that i already know about this....

I really do not want this to come through.. because it will make a very big change in my life...

If DEATH is what anyone is guessing my dream was... NO.. it wasn't....
i stopped dreaming about death.....
and its not about dinosaur chasing me in the jungle.... that was like the most stupidest dream i ever had when i was kinda small....

I'm suppose to do so many things....
assignment.. presentation...
repair car...
arrrggghhhh...
i just cant manage my time properly......
i think I'm just gonna let god handle all this emo problems....
because it HE who want to feel what does it feel like having problems and things.....

Soon I'm just gonna give up life.. but who knows when...
till then.... I'm just gonna try to do whatever i can....

So now I'm gonna sign off and continue with my presentation slide....

Monday, October 12, 2009

Language fun..

So today morning i was suppose to get up at 10 but it was RAINING...
So happy to sleep.. but had to get up at 11 as to i had to meet up with my group members for discussion and then attend class....
Just imagine i had to take bus to college and then take laptop also...
So heavy neh...
(too many SO already)

Then Oh went for class lor....
Today he taught us new topic...
Effective Market Hypothesis....
I think it's easy but still got a little hard lor....
cannot say easy and then fail in exam rite???
hehe......

So took bus home at 6....
Lucky i had a seat or not i think my shoulder would have patah half way....
Saw cousin bro on the way... in the bus...and he teman me home....
Went for SUSHI....
at last....

I called mum when i was in the bus and she asked me, "where are you"...
My only question without answering her was "DID YOU COOK?"...
haha... she said 'NO... waiting for you to spend me SUSHI"...
I smiled... haha....
Of course i said YES to SUSHI....
how can i say no when i was craving fo sushi.....

So balik time we were talking about this language thingy about LAH, LA, MA....
like how we MALAYSIAN use to talk.....
Why lah, No lar... Yes lah....
haha.....

And then we were conversing with my bro in TAMIL.. because his TAMIL sucks big time....
haha..... I sometime really like speaking in Tamil.....
I love Tamil... I am proud to be INDIAN to speak Tamil....
Lucky my tata taught me Tamil... but lacking is i dun know how 2 write o read....
sad sad....
I'm gonna start to learn how 2 read....

Wanthoma, sapthoma, kelembela....
haha.....
i like it....
it means...
we came, we ate, lets go...

My bluetooth missing...
will upload some picture later on....
Facebook waiting for me...
bb

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I wan eat....

ARrrggghhhhh....
I wan eat SUSHI lar....
Most important is that ebiten temaki....
my saliva dripping already....
I forgot when was the last i ate sushi....

So what i did today is get up and went to MCD to discuss about y coming presentation because one of my group mate is GOING TO HAVE HIGH FEVER THE COMING THURSDAY...
haha... she's actually going for holiday but can't be giving the lecturer that reason...
so that's why we decided to discuss earlier...
Just came back and had the sudden urge to eat sushi....
Mum already cook dinner.. and she said, see later if can then only go eat...
i wonder how come suddenly din bising say "i already cook, you sumore wan go outside eat"
hehe.. mood good kot...

Now H is asking me go for dinner...
haha.... now i say i dowan eat, she sure bising...
just came back wanna go out sumore.....
OKie lar... gonna go get ready to eat.....

Buh BYe......

Saturday, October 10, 2009

It's a test of god...

So got back home from grandma's place at 7 in the morning and slept at home for another 1 hour before I've got to go out...
Was suppose to go to bath when dad had to talk to me, and i think he is right...
He is always right..... and as usual, when the conversation touches some sensitive issues, i will just tear...
he wasn't scolding.. was just talking and as usual my weak heart will just make me tear....
i didn't cry...not the loud kind... water just pour only....
the father - daughter love made the tears...
haha....

So went to see a guy and he was very accurate with things and i believe what he said... it was true.... SO FREAKING TRUE which you cannot deny anything.....
So I'm gonna be careful with things that includes my feeling...
not gonna let any1 hurt me.....
this fragile heart cannot be hurt...

So after that went with Mr. H to get my charger changed because it was not working last night when I brought it back to use...
Then went for food.... OMG... I was basically eating ammonia...
I ordered this Ikan Pari set.... and the fish had this strong ammonia smell...
I thought only i smelled it and as H to smell..
he immediately took the plate of fish away and i din eat....

Arrggghhh..... Oh yea.. the so call restoran is in MUTIARA LG STATION KOPITIAM....
Never gonna step into the place anymore...
can never trust people when it comes to food....

Now all i gotta do is sit in this house and find all my points to present to my group people for next weeks assignment tomorrow....

How i wish suddenly i kena loterry and i decide to just open a business and dunit to study anymore...
But sad part is i dun buy LOTTERY.....

I wish i can see you now...
missing you... and my mum is gonna take my car and run away to see her brother....
bad bad bad.....

Signing off....
bb

It

Friday, October 9, 2009

Are you lonesome tonight...

So was suppose 2 meet up with ikan n lassi tonight...
but tak jadi....
this ikan always 'fly kite' 1....
tipu ppl so much.....

Oh yeah... after lunch bf said want buy 1 crate of red bull...
i don't understated why this ppl like red bull so much...
it taste like ANTIBIOTIC to me...
eeEEwwwWWW

So what we did was go to this whole sale thingy and bought lar...
I masuk only my mind was thinking about MAMEE....
that junk food lar....

My bf who does not like to eat junk food, suka this particular junk food...(not gonna reveal what's it....)
Don't wanna add more misunderstanding among humans...
So what i did was take small packets, but no he wanted BIG packets....
aaarrrghhhh.....
"wai sek kuai"......
hehe.....

So bought that and saw this PAGODA...
i felt it was kinda cheap because 7-11 sells it at RM3++
but it was only RM 1.85 per packet and there was 20 packet and only cost me RM 37.00
SO mestilar i beli... my DADDY suka mar....
I'm a daddy girl... and I love mummy to....
AND I LOVE MY FAMILY TOO....
AND ALSO MY BOYFRIEND TOO....
hahahahahahahaha.....

I am a family person.....

So beli already... come back lar...
Mummy laugh n scold me mad....
because she said i bought too much d...
and she made sure i hide the kacang under my bed...
haha.... Or not my daddy gonna finish all the kacang very fast.....

Oh yeah... My DADDY is back....
i saw him tak sampai 5 minit my mummy sent me out of the house to STAY WITH GRANDMA tonight....
Lucky here got Internet...
if not I'll die.....

Okay fine.... not die...
JUST BORED.....

So what I'm doing here now is blogging...+ chatting..+ watching TV with grandma....
1 grandma go to heaven.... Got 1 left and i will definitely treasure her...
SO FAMILY IS IMPORTANT no matter how much they back stab you...
how much they scold you...
how much they wanna be enemy with you....
it's all about how you think about it...
because when other people stab you, they will stand by you....

So never ever treat family BAD.....

When you think life is bad...

1. Forgive everyone for everything.
2. Life isn't fair, but it's still good
3. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
4. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
5. You don't have to win every arguments. Agree to disagreements.
6. Try to at least me THREE people SMILE everyday.
7. Each night before you go to bed complete the FOLLOWING STATEMENT :
"I am thankful for ......"
"Today i accomplished ......"
8. Call / talk to your family often
9. Dream more while you are AWAKE
10.WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
(i totally agree on this statement
)
11. Sit in silence for at least 10 MINUTES each day
12. Enjoy the ride. Remember that this is not Disney World ad you certainly don't want a fast pass. Make the most of it and enjoy the ride.
13. SMILE and LAUGH more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
14. Don't take yourself seriously. No one else does.
15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn, pass all you test. Problem are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lesson you learn will last a lifetime.
16. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
17. NO one is in charge of your happiness except you.
18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
19. Spend more time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
20. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,
"My pourpose is to ........today"
21. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
22. No matter how you feel, GET UP, DRESS UP and SHOW UP.
23. The best is yet to come -------------------BELIEVE.
24. Burn the candle, you the nice sheets. Don't save is for special occasions. TODAY is SPECIAL.
25. Make peace with your past, so it won't mess up the present.
26. However GOOD or BAD a situation is, it will CHANGE.


LIVE WITH THE 3 E's.... ENERGY, ENTHUSIASM, EMPHATY
and
THE 3 F's..... FAITH, FAMILY, FRIENDS.....

If you want to know...

Okie....
If you wanna know, My bf of 4 years asked me to MARRY him last night...
And you wanna know what i told him???
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NO!!!! HE DID NOT ASK ME THAT Q....
haha.... I know i was being lame....

okok....
Neway my dad already talked to him about this marriage thingy....
hehe... that was like i think last month... yeah....
and he said he'll marry me by ** not telling you....
Will post here if i'm getting married...
hehe.....

So yesterdays class was normal lar..
nothign great to brag about....

IKAN IS BACK....
Yesterday when i was in the bus, Ikan messaged me and after the 2nd sms MY HP BATTERY DIED ON ME... not even a day... morning the battery tinggal 75% and died on me at 4pm...
I tell you ar.. the battery is my bf 1......
haha.... lucky my bf din call me, if not he will be calling my house next because he scared something will happen to his fatty gf.. haha

So the 1st thing i did whe i came home was CHARGE my hp...
and guess how many msg came in???
3 lar...
2 from bf.. 1 4rm ikan....

So while charging took my raped car for a nice wash...
Made sure the guy wash everypart properly....
and went to see ikan....

We shared so many nice story..
Went for dinner... and only reached home around 12...
and i think my mum was up waiting for me to balik...
ahhh.. if dady here sure bising d...
but he care's, thats why he bising....

My dady comign back tonight....
wonder what he bought... hehe.....

I'm suppose to be busy with assignment ans NEXT week i've got a presentation to do....
I hate presentation because MR VICKY s gonna throw Q at us after we present...
arrrggghhhh.....

I'm going out for lunch with my bf now....
Buh BYe.....



Wednesday, October 7, 2009

The wedding bell

AAAwwww
I just watched this THE WEDDING GAME movie which I was suppose to watch it in the cinema
but my bf always say tomorrow, tomorrow and i ended up not watching it....

And earlier before watching this movie, i was watching the wedding, ACTUAL WEDDING of both the main character in THE WEDDING GAME..
It was so romantic..
I was smiling to myself looking at it...

How loving.....
hehe.....

And now I'm liking this bloody wedding song....
I'm not desperate to get married k...
but it's just the romantic,loving moments that make me smile....
and I'm still smiling writing this post.....



I like the lyric so much....
hehe....

Till tomorrow....
Good Night....

Missing my bf d....haha....

Got raped for the SECOND time....

Arrrggghhhh....
I've been using this expression for this few days....
I've been very unhappy.. and sad....
and her comes another problem....
So bloody upset....

Someone break into my car AGAIN.....
I wonder who on earth is this cruel IDIOT....
Such an EXPERT IDIOT....
And i believe it's the same person who did this for the second time...
Check my old post t0 see

That IDIOT did it again...
He stole the radio again...

And this photo's was taken when i was driving to go and repair the window...
I wanted to take photo in the morning but i was rushing for class...

After doing the window my sis ask me to go and make report in the police station...
so i went ALONE....

Arrrgghhhh i wish dad was here.... he went for business trip liao....
So i went lar.... and it took me 1 hour to make all the report and balik...
Guess 1 hour is okay rite???
because must take statement and go see the INNER OFFICE OFFICER....
They wanted to find for finger print but no use lar... Many ppl molested my car ady....
My mum, me, The guys who repaired the window glass...

The policeman or policemen??? (forgot my English d)
they were kind....
talking and they gave me information's on how to keep your own belonging..

SO HUMANS.. PLEASE LISTEN TO ME....
if ever next time your radio is the kind which is CAN BE TAKEN OUT 1....
PUHLEASE (please) never NEVER never ever keep that front part of the radio in the car...
they said that this pecah masuk humans can detect frequency from that thing...

Oh yea.. must remind my man too...

So never do this mistake.....
My RM 200 is BURNT....
radio gone....
I'm SAD....
like my car kena rape again....
eeewwwww.....
must take my car for a nice wash and do prayers all...

Oh yeah.. my Maple char level 83 d.... but i got no time to play...
assigment too many.. then got homework...

And guess what... for the very 1st time i skipped my class...
haha....went for the mornign class... cabut lari for the second class...

So that's it for now...
BB

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Laughter the best medicine...




Life is all so easy...
Why make it complicated...
Watch this and have a laugh and forget about all you troubles....

I gotta do HOMEWORK now...
but my mind is so distracted which makes me just wanna write a post here...
Bf sleeping.. cannot disturb...
so all i gotta do is write....

I gotta get up at 6 to leave at 7 or I'll be late and lecturer is gonna make so much noise...
and I haven't finish his homework yet...
aarrghhh....
I wish i can just sleep and never get up...
nothing to worry after that...
haha......
I AM A VERY POSITIVE PERSON....
I AM GONNA FINISH MY HOMEWORK BEFORE SEEPING ....

That's it...
nite nite...
Missing YOU.....

Such an EXCLUSIVE LIE

How can you even think about LYING TO ME????
Don't you know it hurts me if you lie....

But never mind....
I am an idiot who will believe whatever you say...
What to do...
TOO much of love just makes me GO BLIND...
right girls???
Love just makes us go BLIND
and we just accept anything and everything our other half says....

So Sunday was just so normal...
kinda bored actually until my mum asked
"how come today din go out??"

haha.. even my mum started asking about him...
I think my mum like's my bf a lot...
she forced me to bring him for that lamey Moon cake festival celebration among family members...

So i told you that i was bringing my bro for driving rite?? That Saturday evening...
So we drove all the way to fetch my bf and my bf was kinda cool sitting at the back seat until my bro had to screw up his parking when we reached my place..
Main suka only he just masuk the parking...
I was shouting for him 2 hit the break because he was so close to the other Waja car..
I had to hit MY OWN break (put my foot hard on the leg path)
Aarrgghhh.... I think i had a mild heart attack there....
and all my bf thought was this bro of mine gonna get scolding from my dad...
who ask him 2 main masuk.. lucky dad was in the other car waiting for us and did not see the way he parked....
and lucky he didn't bang the other car....
HE WAS SO LUCKY......

So monday i went for class...
3 pm class... SO LATE... i hate late classes....
But still have to go....
Mr YOONG was kinda sad... but only showed his discomfort by asking if we understood what he was teaching all this while
because the other classes made the valuation on him and said they did not understand whatever he taught them...

He taught about this compunding and simple interest thingy yesterday and asked us if we understood....
OF COURSE WE DID....
and he told ur that the other class did not understand...

haha... they we not paying attention lar maybe...
I make sure i oways sit infront... then only can understand and ask question and NOT FEEL SLEEPY in class....
3rd year lar.. cannot play2 anymore...
and here my bf got the heart to lie to me and make me sad...
BAD BF....

So last nite after going for class.. meet up with my bf and went for dinner....
WE ate A LOT yesterday.....

We 1st ate this CARROT CAKE...
our oh so favaurite..
And mine of cz without the bean sprout... hate that....
then i saw this SO TEMPTING western food stall...
ordered the nugget set... which consist of nugget, hot dog and french fries....

I was bloody full already...
but he still wanted to eat....
so he ordered this black pepper chicken....
and HE FORCED ME TO SHARE WITH HIM...
(later he gonna see me and say i fat, but he oways force me to eat)

And like a good bf, he took the fries wanna feed me, and you wanna know wad he did???
TIPU me1.... put near my mouth and when i open, he pull back and put into his mouth...
worse is what you know... he go and rub the gravy on my lips....
AArrrGGGhhhh.........
He was lucky im a gud gf...
and lucky we were outside....
if not i will pour the whole bbq sauce on his face and rub it all over...
hhaha

DO i sound cruel...???
NO I AM NOT....
Because my bf is cruel....
haha....

But i still OH SO LOVE HIM SO MUCH.....

I don't understand what is with that OH SO words...
But i am OH so IN LOVE....
haha...
Lamey me again......

So I, ooohhh sooo wanna eat nandos now...
I hope he don't tipu me agai bcz i've been saying i wanna eat nanados from so many months back after the last time i ate which i don't remember when....

Okie i gotta leave now....
gotta go and fetch him from class as he got no car today....
Buh Bye....
Signing off now...
Ciaowwzzz....

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Why must i..?

I was blurred, feeling so depressed..
but now after thinking so much...
having headache which is not getting better...
was suppose to study but some other thing occupied my brain...
so tell me baby, why must i be sad??
why must i be hurt??
WHY??

Come on lar... SHARMINII MANAN you are not here to be sad...
you are not here to be hurt...
you are here to be happy...
SO tell me now why are you sad??

So now I've already think and brain storm my own mind..
thinking about all the possibility of why am i sad...
I AM NO MORE SHOCKED AND HURT...

Wanna know why??
I saw it coming...
i knew it....

I knew all this while this will come...
but how it will come, i didn't think...
I thought it will come mildly....
not this severe...

So now all i gotta do is let god tell me when he wants me to let go of all the thing I'm holding to...
I was always a good girl...
Was I??
YES I WAS....
and now he tell me this SO CALLED SHOCKING NEWS which is no more shocking to me...
yea... what to do.. life is short...
JUST enjoy....
just because he said you gotta enjoy lesser time you wanna kill yourself???

Let me tell you SHARMINII
If you wanna die, just remember no one will say no..
you choose the part...
and all they will think is "why is she so stupid to do this..."....

DARN.... I'm thinking so much again....
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY....
DUN PUT ANY PRESSURE IN ME ANYMORE...
I DON'T THINK I CAN SURVIVE ANY LONGER IF YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME...

For god sake... NEVER DO THINGS STUPIDLY....

Saturday, October 3, 2009

I hope I am dreaming

I am shocked and hurt..!!!!!!!
='(

My Missing Hp

My hand phone is missing...
and you want to guess who stole it??
MY OWN BOYFRIEND...

We went for movie
the SORORITY ROW at 1.20pm

(photo taken from gsc)

So after that went for a drink...
sending him home time, my bag and HP was kept beside me(in between both the front seat)...
he thought it was his phone and kept it in his pocket without me realizing he was TAKING my HP and not HIS...
ArrGGhhh... i hate it when my hp is not with me....
Don't know if he did it purposely or what because he knows that he can always call my house humans if he wants to know about my whereabouts...

Me like a mad person was searching UP and DOWN for my hp..
Came back asked my sis to call my hp only to know that he had already call her to inform about my phone is with him....
JAHAT....

My hp and his hp is the same model but there are still difference k...
MINE is AP set...
HIS is ORIGINAL set...
MINE is LIGHT
HIS is HEAVY...

and let me tell you what....
HIS hp's BATTERY can be ORIGINAL, but it's of no use....
IT DIES very FAST and now he is USING MY battery.....
What a good girl can i be???
letting him use my AP battery which has got longer LIFE...
while i charge my hp every morning....

Haha.. I'm such a baby ranting about my missing HP....

So I'm gonna belah now...
gotta take bath and yeah, taking my brother for a drive after that....
HE IS STILL A "P" DRIVER.....
Gonna risk my life just to make him better because my younger sis is not gonna sit in his car until i come home SAFE....

The great NESCAFE

Haha....
Sorry to nuffnang and readers okay....
there was some sort of disturbance today where my blog was unavailable for the short time period...
Short time only right??


So it was Wednesday where i found out that there is this CHINDIAN in my class...
But she was different from me...
hehe...
let me tell you the story how i found out about it....

I went for class 10 minutes late because of the morning jam...
and got into that FREAKING early class at 8.55 (guess so) when the class was suppose to start at 8.45...
Lecturer already started his introduction for the subject and he asked if we know what is the meaning of OUG?
We definitely said UNIVERSITY OF GREENWICH (Just for your information, it is pronounced as granich)(got the pronunciation correct?)
But he said NO...
it is
UNIVERSITY ORANG GANAS
hahahahaha.....
I find this lecturer kinda interesting...

So coming back to how i found out about this CHINDIAN girl....
The lecturer was calling every ones name and he made sure he said the 8.45 behind every name...
he wants us to be early for his class.. not missing any of his words...

Then he called my name and i raised my hand
He looked around and called my name again, and this time raised my hand higher...
He LOOKED at, me, then my name and said, 'Oh, ur SHARMINI MANAN, i was looking at the indian girl to find for sharmini'

Then the other chindian girl name was after mine starting from T....
guess what, the girl's name was a chinese name...
TING SIEW LING if not mistaken....
And the lecturer was shocked as the girl looked like an idian girl, he was expecting someone who looks chinese....

Then he turned looking at me and the girl.. back and forth for 2 times and he said, both of you should jus change....
haha.....

So that was the story of how i found out about the other CHINDIAN girl....
But she prefered to be called shakti...
I find her nice....
hehe.....

And i like this joke...
The lecturer gave us 20mnts break and we went down the building as winnie was finding for water refill machine and the lecturer asked me
"hey, you specs is blue, you CAN SEE ME AR?"
Haha... Wing answered for me saying "yalar sir, she can see you SO BLUE"...
He was wearing a blue shirt on that day....

Thursday was great...
I left house at 7.15.. reached college at 8 in the morning...
Damn early ler.....
But got a nice seat, unlike the week before the holidays...
Sit so belakang ar....

And i wanna CRY now....
Lecturer was hinting on my group to do two presentation and even threaten to close eye and pick when he already targeted our group....
So now we gotta start getting ready for presentation for the 3rd week of OCTOBER....
CRY ME RIVER... (correct words rite from the song?)

Yesterday (2day is saturday) i did nothing productive....
stayed at home and play game and im gonna download my MAPLE STORY back....
actually in the process of downloading now...will be ready to be played in 30 minutes....
YEAH.... i wanna do my 4th job....

I don't have a REAL life job...
nuffnang is all i am puting my hope on to earn some income to buy random liking thingy....

Oh yeah.. thinking about spending money I WASTED MONEY ON THURDAY AFTERNOON
I went to A&W with my college friend to lepak as we had 1 1/2 hour before another class... and i saw this A&W TOUCH N'GO card...
AAAwaaawwww.... guess what i did...
i made all of us buy in 1 receipt but it wasn't enough (RM 32++) and they had this CRAYON SINCHAN for SALE...
I BOUGHT IT... all 6 (1 was free because i ordered the kiddo's meal so bought only 5)
And it reached RM 56....
haha..... and i took out the cash to pay, guess what the lady said??
"you kena bayar guna kad TOUCH nGO...
hahaha..... My other freiends was asking "wei got touch n'go card or not"
i replied "YES"
Next question was "inside got enough money"
I laugh and said "unlimited"....
woohhoooo... I GOT THE A&W TOUCH nGO card........

Some might find me LAME...
and i like the way wing said " you are the kind of people marketing will like"...
haha... I agree with her to some extend...
Because if I wanna buy something which I like, I don't care how much it will cost me...
MINE...... and i definetly never go out without money in hand... (pocket to be exact)

So 2day is MOONCAKE FESTIVAL....
So "CHONG CHIU JIE KUAI LE" to every1 who is celebrating...
and to those Indian and Malay, don't forget we are 1MALAYSIA...
So please celebrate together as there will be seven indians celebrating mooncake festivel in my aunties place tomorrow...
5 Half indian + 2 Pure indian...
hahaha

I find myself laughing to much.....
Laughter the BEST MEDICINE
If you are sad, talk to me
if you wanna cry, cry with me
if you wanna talk, talk to me
I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU....

Ikan... come home fast... i wanna go out with u and lassi.....
Missing you guys SO much

And SWEETIE MD I LOVE YOU...!!!!!


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